tinggi..

Aku telah pergi memanjat satu bukit pada hari khamis.

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jangan main-main, whey!

Permandangan di sana cukup cantik dan menakjubkan. :) Aku sangat gembira. Kenapa? Boleh tengok itu banyak banyak awan, pokok dan itu burung-burung berterbangan. Cantik syok! Nanti saya 'naikan' gambar kat blog saya ini. =D

Ok.....that's all my BM can afford today. =P

Sometimes when you least expect it; you'll find it. Sometimes when you find it; you'll find that you didn't need it to be the reason for you to smile or laugh. And sometimes when you finally find yourself smiling.. you'll find that you've FOUND IT at last. :)



I guess you don't have to look too hard. :) Finding joy in the simplest pleasures of life. Something I think I finally understand. You can walk around with your heart heavy and burdened, but who says you can't smile and still find joy?


Be happy. Be joyful. Life is too short to be wasted on tears and sorrow.

SO... Hmmm.. Well then....

Awkward. I can't stand direct selling. Seriously.. Haiyoh! Sigh.. just when I thought lunch was for us to catch up and chit-chat.. She brings out a few sheets of paper.

*question mark*

So I didn't bother at first, but when she took out a pen and started talking bout some company and what not I was seriously taken aback! She even wrote like mind maps and investments plans on the paper for me..

*question mark..question mark*

And I kept thinking that she had missed me or something and had wanted to meet up. Sigh.. Assumptions got me no where. Hah.. So yes.. All I can afford through out lunch was.. "So..um...ok..hmm..aha...aha.....well...yes...ohhhh....aha...." *puts my right hand to cup my chin to look intelligent*

If my mind was plugged into the speakers, it would probably ring..

"SAVE ME!!!"

Note to self.. ASSUME NOT!
Yes.. If your curious, I would be extra careful when any of you ask me out for lunch. Don't be taken aback by my quizzical brow and my questions. =P

Your My Everything :)

Find Me Here

Speak To Me

I want to feel you

I need to hear you

You are the light

That's leading me

To the place where I find peace again.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Divert

I actually enjoy school semesters and now semesters at college. For one thing, it's good to have something to do rather than sitting and rotting at home. I'm taking 5 subjects this sem. Sigh.. I should be able to handle it without being suffocated by too much stress. I think. Here's to hoping. :p

I feel happier and more energized on coming back for my second semester. :) New beginnings. New feeling. =D

Well. The best diversion in the world is work, studies and a PROJECT! =D Yeap. A special project. :)

Father I Thank You.

Father, I thank you
For all that You’ve done
You gave Your Son freely for me
And I praise You for calling me
Drawing me near
Out of blindness
You caused me to see

Spirit of life
You are God’s Holy Fire
You’ve kindled my heart
With Your blaze
And I know You’re refining me
Changing my life and by faith
You’re revealing Your ways

Jesus I need You
As Lord of my life
I give all I have unto You
Lord I want to come under
Your heavenly hand
And to praise You
In all that I do.

I miss camp.

Thank you Lord for bringing me back.

Thank You Father for everything.

I guess there isn't much to be said. With what's happened and the impact of it all. Words no longer seem to describe it all. The pain. The heartaches. The tears. The fears. The powerlessness. Nothing seems to weigh anymore.


I've ran a long way. I've struggled. I've turned away. I've been redeemed. Thank You Lord for not letting go of my hand. Thank you for sending me family and friends. Thank you Lord for being my comfort, my strength, my guide, my light, my Saviour. All Glory be to Your Name.

it exploded..

I have to say. It's calmer than expected. Too calm.

Well.. looking at the days ahead now.

I've decided. This is not it. I will make a difference!

Wondering if I should go for RBS next year.

Thanks Rachel and David for that short yet fun time playing basketball yesterday. :) You have no idea how much your company meant to me. :) Oh and Rayna too!

Ticking

It sounds like a constant flow. Time. It goes on. One tick after another. Time passes.

What if I'm not waiting for time to pass?

What if I'm waiting for it to run out?

Unwillingly seeing it run out.

What happens when it finally runs out?

Sometimes. It feels like I'm handcuffed.

I can't run. I can't hide.

I'm waiting for it to stop.

And explode.

I'm just waiting...

Waiting till the ticks run out.

Waiting till I see 00:00

What comes next?

Explosions.

Loud. Painful. Wounding.

Unstoppable.

Calm after?

If only...

Turn away?

Never meeting the eyes again.

I miss it..

Those times.

It's gone now, isn't it?

Long gone.
Slipped right through my fingers.

I can only pray..

That's all I could ever do..

Ever.

He is sooooooooooooo CUTE!!! XD I just became his fan! He's only 5 this year and he is Japanese. All the smart genes are with this country ain't it? sigh... I want his autograph! =P Yes.. I'm fangirling! How can you not adore such a cute little boy on a ukelele!?

Zoom Out

"look at the big picture"

"there's more to this than what it seems."

"it's but a small fraction of the true masterpiece."

"you fit in with the rest of the puzzle pieces to form one."

Stop zoning in on one point. Stop focusing on that one particular issue. Stop zooming in.

Zoom out.

See the bigger picture.

And sometimes. It requires us to fully rely on God. Even if means falling into a bottomless pit. Because He catches us regardless the circumstances.