Stupidity..

I guess I won't jump off a cliff with anyone or do something insanely painful with anyone either. But I did something really stupid for you. Maybe stupid isn't the right word at all. I think the word should be heartbreaking and gut wrenching.

Is this enough?

Avoiding something is not the easiest thing to do but the most convenient shortcut. We know running away or hiding won't help solve the problem, but maybe indulging in ignorance was the only escape we saw possible.

Sometimes, we loose faith and we lack courage to face anything, it's so hard to look at trouble in the face and march against it head strong. By the time we turn around again with the intention to fight it, we loose the energy to move.

There's a saying that goes, "Your stronger than you think.." I agree. We're stronger and more powerful than we'd imagine ourselves to be, but sometimes, we crumble and we just get overpowered.

Funny thing is, no matter how much we complain, how far we run away from it or how hard we try to avoid it; we find ourselves mustering the courage we thought we had lost to put up with it day by day.

We can run away and live in a lie but we can never really bring ourselves to do it sometimes. Say all you want, but at the end of the day, we face it. And occasionally, not for ourselves but for other's sakes, we choose to stay for them and be strong for them. We owe it to them. At least that much.

I'm here for you, just as you were here for me. :)

4 times.

4 TIMES!

I literally puked my guts out. sigh.. My throats hurts from all the vomiting.

Waaaaaaaayyy back when..

I was at KL Sentral the other day with Liz. It's so funny to walk into that crowded place without anyone screaming for ice cream or fruits. Haha. I think I really miss being in MCKL. I don't know why, some silly attachment problem I think. Maybe all the psych stuff is finally getting to me. =P

So as I was waiting for my 'Por-cheh' to arrive, I saw a familiar face.

"Ms Angeline!!" I yelled ignoring the stares.

Funny thing is, she never thought me, but I enjoy talking to her somehow. She's a really cool and funny lecturer. :) Haha. She even gave me the best advice ever! "Next time, marry a rich man.." lol.

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I have at least 25 albums plus from the 1.5 years I had in this little college. The biggest album is the one I made during the final exam period. =P Looking at them made me laugh non-stop. My friends thought I went nuts. I think our heads are so intoxicated by memories that it's like we're high on drugs every time we think back.

I think I still remember my timetable! Gosh. yeah! double lit is on Thursdays, double econs is on Wednesdays I think and Law er.. law is everyday. Pre-U is on Tuesdays, and SC meetings are everyday if an event is coming up. Talk about living in the past right?

sigh.. Such blissful memories. :) lalalalalalalalalalalala..

*glances at the clock*

1:25 a.m.

Yikes!

Jack and Jill

I miss singing nursery rhymes. :) From twinkle twinkle little stars to eency weency spider to a 100 miles to que que sara. It was fun. :)

Best part is what dad said.

Me: Jack and Jill..

Mom and Ivan: went up the hill to...

Dad: CURI RAMBUTAN.........

*sweat* Funny la!

Ignorance was bliss.

Knowledge is.. torment.

There's this eerie feeling about knowing things. Knowledge of scientific facts is enlightening, however, the knowledge of ugly truths is horrifying. It's also so sickening. Like it makes me feel that I can puke my guts out. Pungent. Cold and unfeeling.