Sunday, September 27, 2009

Rachel Chua :)

How shall I even begin? :)






She's well... Rachel. Fun knowing such a lovely sister in Christ. Like many others, she thought me things and made me see new things. A worth while adventure indeed. :) Hahaha... so this goes to you, Boss! Happy 19th Birthday! I know you'll have a blast in Africa.


p/s: Don't kill me for the pictures below.. ;p
















Ada gaya bukan?

I think this was in some 'David's' kancil. lol.. XP

I have no idea what she's trying to do..
me and pranav looks scared..haha

basket ball charity game

all the rambut 'buh-terr-baang-ann'

one of my fav pictures of her..
cute leh?

the most natural smile I've seen of her..
she'll probably say this is an ugly picture of her..
too bad..you don't get to pick!
some 'David' took this. ;p

n this is when exams were near..
so 'hung' macam CNY

N-O.. get it?

there's never a dull moment when Rach is with that some 'David'..
he'll kill me if he reads this.. ;p

see what I mean? XD

full of mor-dull-ing potential too

starbucks right after Hammy. I kinda miss it actually.

Now you know what other jobs are available for you.

Chocolate? :)



Regina the marketing kaki,
Rachel the LIB-BRA-RIAN,
Carmen... the awesome!
hahahahaha!
ini the BOSS



so gonna miss my climbing buddy :(

this is Ben. so pro! and it's his second time climbing!

Kah Kiat getting his first taste of climbing :)

The agile Mel on the wall

gaya kan?

this is Alysaa. the real pro..

SURPRISE!

Shock!HAha..well who wouldn't be if they
saw 25 candles on their 19th birthday!?

a lot of breath.. and a lot of saliva too.. :P

Thank you Mel for getting these lovely treats! :)

so farnee...this picture is like we're getting an award or something.

Eh! Mel you left your 25 candles there! haha!
not revealing anything here btw.. XP

say AHH!

the little girl who came all the way
just to sing Happy Birthday. :)

yes..we even cam whore in trains too.. :)

a perfect sunset to end the day too. :)
Happy Birthday Rach! =D






We Love You Rach! :)
Have fun in SA, we'll keep you in prayer. :)



Sunday, September 20, 2009

Lone Ranger

Sounds kinda cool right? I mean look at Batman, look at Superman. Look at all those heroes in the movies. Aren't they cool.

They are super strong, super humans, super this and that. They are the lone rangers. The ones who say they need no one else, the ones who say they do things alone, the one who say they can handle it without help and the ones who are always in fact the loneliest people in the world.

Heard of the song that goes.. "one is the loneliest number.." Notice how well Hollywood disguises lonely people like them? Instead of being the sad, poor souls; their the cool and mysterious heroes.

I'm kind of a lone ranger myself and when someone actually addressed me by that, it felt so totally weird. Yes.. I have to admit that it is a little depressing and pathetic too. I do things alone all the time, I enjoy some personal time and space but it's becoming ridiculously dumb and silly recently.

Yet, I can't say that whatever I did or am doing isn't by choice. What on earth am I grumbling about anyway!? I think I'm going insane.................. sigh... and I wasted an entire post on it.

forget it.......I didn't say anything...I'm really going crazy.

Friday, September 18, 2009

From shoes to masks..

I put on a new shoe. They say it looks good. I put on a new shoe. It looks cool. I put on a new shoe. It feels cool. I put on a new shoe. It makes my feet ache. My feet aches. I know no pain no gain. I put on a new shoe. I can climb for hours. I wear a harness. I can go higher and higher. I wear a mask. I can act and act and act. I wear a mask. I'm the cunning little rat, the sly fox. I wear a mask. I am her not me. I wear a mask. I think I'm loosing me. I wear a mask. To be or not ot be. I wear a mask. I can say all that is needed. I wear a mask. I can fool the world. I wear a mask. I'm no better than a liar. I wear a mask... I've lost myself. I wear that mask.... He's gone for good.

Monday, September 14, 2009

The Things That Made My Monday... :)

Monday monday...
So good to me,
Monday morning
It was all I hope it would be...






I used dread Mondays. Well, they don't call it Monday blues for nothing right? :) but my Monday today is a good one as the mamas and the papas put it. :)



















WHY???? *grins*
































Well... it's cause;













1. I woke up on the right side of bed!



2. I actually enjoyed the car ride to the station with my bro.



3. Had a good revision session with Li-Jinh.



4. Kent made me laugh. (as usual..)



5. Played badminton with Rachel, Kent and Rachel's Dad (the pastor!)



6. Laughed a lot during the game.. my skills are crappy but it's fun to play nonetheless.



7. Had a good lunch! Thank you uncle(rachel's dad) :D Nyonya food is good! :)



8. Had Rachel's company to Madmonkeyz



9. Tried on rock climbing shoes for an hour plus...



10. I GOT MYSELF A PAIR OF CRAGSDANCE!!! XD
























What more can I ask for? :)

Have a lovely Monday! :)


Wednesday, September 9, 2009

My Safe Refuge...

I will exalt You
I will exalt You
I will exalt You
You are my God

My hiding place
My safe refuge
My treasure, Lord, You are
My friend and King
Anointed One
Most holy

Because You're with me
Because You're with me
Because You're with me
I will not fear




This song always calms me. :) I will not fear anything because your with me, Lord. I know your constantly guiding me and your here to take charge of every situation. :)

Monday, September 7, 2009

Lies lies lies...penniless are they?or so we think...

Lies.


There are all sorts of them. White lie. Noble Lie. Emergency Lie. Bluffing. Perjury. LIES. Is there really such a thing as noble lies? How can lies be noble? Yes, there are the exceptions in every situation.. but.. no matter what kind of lie it is.. it's still a lie. Noble or White. Even withholding the truth is as good as lying.

Maybe classifying lies is what we think seperates us from being good or bad, evil or noble. Maybe it's to convince ourselves that we did it for the greater good or we did it for the benifit of everyone. But in God's eyes.. there are no distinctions. It is what it is.

We lie all the time. I lie too. But we quickly forget about it because it doesn't weigh on us; not that I'm encouraging anyone to tell lies here.. but there are some lies, we wished we had never told.



There are some lies we wished we never kept and held the truth as a secret.



The real question is.. How far would we cross the line for ourselves or for someone? How are we facing it without guilt?



It will be bad for one person if I kept quiet.
It will hurt one person if I tell.
It will hurt everyone if I tell.
It will hurt and weigh on me the most if I tell or kept quiet.





How far am I crossing the line?

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Friday, September 4, 2009

Irreparableness


I HAVE been in the meadows all the day
And gathered there the nosegay that you see
Singing within myself as bird or bee
When such do field-work on a morn of May.
But, now I look upon my flowers, decay
Has met them in my hands more fatally
Because more warmly clasped,--and sobs are free
To come instead of songs. What do you say,
Sweet counsellors, dear friends ? that I should go
Back straightway to the fields and gather more ?
Another, sooth, may do it, but not I !
My heart is very tired, my strength is low,
My hands are full of blossoms plucked before,
Held dead within them till myself shall die.


- Elizabeth Barrett Browning