It starts in my toes,and I crinkle my nose...Where ever it goes,I always know,
You make me smile,please stay for a while now..Just take your time,where ever
you go...
I'm in love with this song!!!!!So sweet and just dreamy!I'm feeling bubbly now...Arh...so tired!It's been another week in college and the assigments are getting harder but I have to admit it's cool!I just got my student ID and well I guess I'm stuck with having my secondary school picture there,when I handed my application to my dad to hand in for me I didn't know he handed that picture in!Everyone keeps going,"Aw...So cute!how old were you!?"oh well...I'll live.
I was at edu fair last week with my family there and I found out a lot about what route I could take after I graduate next year from college.Well,God it's still in your hands!
A lot is happening around me and before I go on...Jane dear!CONGRATS!!!!!!happy for you my dear,glad you made it to William Angliss!We go out soon ya!Everyone's finally moved on and it is just blissful to know that there's so much more exciting beginings in everybody's lives.I'm off to camp tomorrow afternoon after college.We are going to Pulau Ketam for our school field trip which reminds me...I haven't packed my bags yet.hahahaha...better get to it then!
Oh yea,Rong!Good luck with your audition!You can do it!Oh n I have a msg from HIM, "Just take the road laid out for you now,one step at a time.Follow your heart!Make the most out of this and remember I am with you always....Always and forever!Take the plunge to uncharted waters and shine all you can.You never know what might surprize you...be hopeful and trust yourself on it!" Hope to hear from you soon....for now,GAMBATTE!Love ya!
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Today was like one of the longest days I've ever had since a while ago.I had lectures in the morning and I had 4 and half hours of free time before my next lecture.
Guess what I did????hahahahahaha...yes,I was super naughty!I went to Times Square to watch a movie and surprizingly was joined by Jia Rong.It was sort of a last minute plan but somehow it worked.We watched Alvin and the Chipmunks!We intially wanted to watch National Treasure 2 but hahaha the time was mixed up by mua and we ended up watching another movie.Still the movie was very funny and cute!
The chipmunks sang songs like Bad Day as an intro,Only You and other really hit songs from artist like Puff D. but of course the chipmunks movie ain't completed with the famous Christmas Don't Be Late.It was sweet!hahaha...This is a really cute and funny movie,people I serious recommend this movie.
After the movie we had about 45 minutes time left before I make my way back to college.We just walked about and just talked and kept walking and talking.We can walk and talk for a long time like we always do in school.It didn't seem like we haven't seen each other for a long time though,we just kept on talking and talking forever.
When we met up in Times Square just before the movie,I had to grin when I saw her walking towards me;she happen to be wearing the same colour as me, we both wore a white top and our fav kind of pants..jeans.It felt like some kind of uniform but it was weird coincidence.Mind you the two of us are not the type that will call each other to wear anything similar or anything for that matter.
It was nice to just hang out with her after the rough month of SPM.Though we are busy in college now or preparing to go into college,it was a brief yet a seemingly long reunion.Dunno why but it always feel like time just stops when I'm with her...hahaha....or maybe it's my mind again.
Remember the time when you were in school and with you were your best friends and all you do most of the time is just talking endlessly.Yea,that's just the feeling.I can't tell what it's gonna be like in the future but I'll just have to go where this road takes me.We'll just have to go with the flow and see where it leads us,but some how or rather things might or might not turn out the way we want it.All I know is,God I'm placing it in your hands!I bet on you God!
I can't and I won't force the flow of things but I can hope that maybe who knows in years to come, friends might find each other again.For now I think what we or I could really do is...
"Cherish the moment,take lots of pictures,enjoy the minutes and seconds that passes by;when the time for friends to go seperate ways then just look at all the photos and laugh and cry about it as I like."
As we go on...we remember,all the times we had together...as our lives change from whatever,we will still be friends forever...
Okay,have to get back to the assigments...haizzz.....
Guess what I did????hahahahahaha...yes,I was super naughty!I went to Times Square to watch a movie and surprizingly was joined by Jia Rong.It was sort of a last minute plan but somehow it worked.We watched Alvin and the Chipmunks!We intially wanted to watch National Treasure 2 but hahaha the time was mixed up by mua and we ended up watching another movie.Still the movie was very funny and cute!
The chipmunks sang songs like Bad Day as an intro,Only You and other really hit songs from artist like Puff D. but of course the chipmunks movie ain't completed with the famous Christmas Don't Be Late.It was sweet!hahaha...This is a really cute and funny movie,people I serious recommend this movie.
After the movie we had about 45 minutes time left before I make my way back to college.We just walked about and just talked and kept walking and talking.We can walk and talk for a long time like we always do in school.It didn't seem like we haven't seen each other for a long time though,we just kept on talking and talking forever.
When we met up in Times Square just before the movie,I had to grin when I saw her walking towards me;she happen to be wearing the same colour as me, we both wore a white top and our fav kind of pants..jeans.It felt like some kind of uniform but it was weird coincidence.Mind you the two of us are not the type that will call each other to wear anything similar or anything for that matter.
It was nice to just hang out with her after the rough month of SPM.Though we are busy in college now or preparing to go into college,it was a brief yet a seemingly long reunion.Dunno why but it always feel like time just stops when I'm with her...hahaha....or maybe it's my mind again.
Remember the time when you were in school and with you were your best friends and all you do most of the time is just talking endlessly.Yea,that's just the feeling.I can't tell what it's gonna be like in the future but I'll just have to go where this road takes me.We'll just have to go with the flow and see where it leads us,but some how or rather things might or might not turn out the way we want it.All I know is,God I'm placing it in your hands!I bet on you God!
I can't and I won't force the flow of things but I can hope that maybe who knows in years to come, friends might find each other again.For now I think what we or I could really do is...
"Cherish the moment,take lots of pictures,enjoy the minutes and seconds that passes by;when the time for friends to go seperate ways then just look at all the photos and laugh and cry about it as I like."
As we go on...we remember,all the times we had together...as our lives change from whatever,we will still be friends forever...
Okay,have to get back to the assigments...haizzz.....
Friday, January 4, 2008
College Life
WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!Finally in college now!MCKL is situated in brickfields but there's a monorail next to it.I had to wake up at 5:45 everyday just to go to college.My dad sends me every morning which means I have to go out with Ivan.When we drop Ivan,I can see the very fimiliar route leading up to school which I had walked so much not too long ago.I see the fimiliar faces of my juniors which looked gloomy and some little primary school kids running into school.
Something strike my heart that moment,the little voice inside me said,"hahaha...weird,they have to go to school as usual but you already graduated.Feels surreal eh..?"I looked at them in their uniforms and I turned to look at what I was wearing...geee....outside clothes!There are the extra freedom after you leave school and go into college,the most general one is you can wear outside clothes,bring your handphone,listen to your mp3 in the library,you have more free time,less subjects and you can go to the canteen to eat anytime you want when you don't have a lecture.
Yesterday was the orientation and it was very long,from morning at 8 to like 4.I was very excited and very nervous at the same time.I walked to the entrance of the main building and was greeted by Ms Moey who was getting down from her car.She gave me such a firm and warm handshake that it eased me abit.I made my way into this room where many new faces and anxious faces like mine sat down on rows of table-chairs.I sat at the last row alone but was made to sit directly in front after that.
We were all welcomed by heads of departments and the CEO herself,Ms Moey.Then after that we were split into A-Levels science,A-Levels arts and AUSMAT.We went into seperate rooms to meet our subject teachers.I took Law (I have no idea why..but i thought it might be fun seeing Ed enjoy and talk about it so often at home..), Economics (lagi dunno why I took it but I had to fullfill the min 3 subject requirement) and I took Eng Lit and IELTS.I need IELTS if I want to go overseas.It's similar to MUET but only it's a bit harder like the lecturer says and the grades are diff than MUET.
MCKL is a very cosy school type which made me feel right at home!The seniors there were very nice to us freshmen.Some seniors invited me for all sorts of activities and societies.I met alot of new friends and met up with some old friends too.I met friends that share the same dream like me which is to take up psychology and some really very sweet poeple.The canteen serves very delicious food and everyone is so friendly that it sort of creeps me sometimes.
It's really gonna be tough,we already got homework on the first day!We have alot of reading to do and we are recieving assignments too!I have to go to college everyday and I finish only at 4:30 everyday.Though it's tiring and all but it's fun!College life rocks!
Despite all the exciting parts I still have certain things going on in my mind...When I was sitting there during orientation,I had half-mindedly expected to see Jia Rong or Jane to walk through the door.Then only I realized that this is no longer SBU,this is a new chapter of my life unfolding before me.A little voice inside me said "What if I don't want to close that chapter before?"I can't,that I know very well but some naive part of me really feels hard to move on.I finally grasp how much I missed them and how much I had left behind me to move on.
I knew this would come the day the three of us got close to each other but something told me I could handle it.As much as I want to look back I know all I could ever keep are the wonderful memories made which I know is more than enough.I'm not saying I regreted meeting the two,believe I'm more than glad that I met them it's just I feel we didn't part with a proper goodbye or something.I know there's no such thing as a proper goodbye for all these but hahaha just doesn't seem right the way we left it.
Again I know that that's the only we could have left it but hahaha....hard to explain but I just feel there's some unsettled business there.*sigh*Well,I only can leave it up to God to sort out a given time for me to so call settle things or get over my stupid thoughts.I know that we part only to meet again,I know that there's someday out there for us but I really feel lonely and sad some how.I'm really happy bout alot of things but there are certain feelings do co-exist together.The new friends I met says I'm very friendly and they said I seem to be able to mix around well...hahaha...well I need to get a life afterall.
I always find the two to be my vacation and now unfortunately vacations over and work is coming up.hahaha....I always keep the picture of the three of us in my mind and all the littlest things and memories too..The three of us will never be the same again later on..but we'll be some else only.I know the'll be the chance somehow to reunite again much much later on in life but for now everybody needs to get on with life and do what we've only been waiting so long to do.One thing I really believe is God would never hold us away from anyone,He'll in some miraculous way let His magic work for everyone.We are starting new chapters that does not included each other for a while because this story has got to introduce some other characters to it as well but I strongly hope and believe that there'll some other chapter coming up later on that will reintroduce the older characters of the story!
I miss you two!hahaha...Love ya two and well I pray that you two would be able to make your dreams come true!Shoot for the moon and even if you can't reach it..you'll still end up among the stars!Remember,dreams sore high in the sky on wings of hopeful vision!
The vacation will come again someday....definietly it'll come again!
Something strike my heart that moment,the little voice inside me said,"hahaha...weird,they have to go to school as usual but you already graduated.Feels surreal eh..?"I looked at them in their uniforms and I turned to look at what I was wearing...geee....outside clothes!There are the extra freedom after you leave school and go into college,the most general one is you can wear outside clothes,bring your handphone,listen to your mp3 in the library,you have more free time,less subjects and you can go to the canteen to eat anytime you want when you don't have a lecture.
Yesterday was the orientation and it was very long,from morning at 8 to like 4.I was very excited and very nervous at the same time.I walked to the entrance of the main building and was greeted by Ms Moey who was getting down from her car.She gave me such a firm and warm handshake that it eased me abit.I made my way into this room where many new faces and anxious faces like mine sat down on rows of table-chairs.I sat at the last row alone but was made to sit directly in front after that.
We were all welcomed by heads of departments and the CEO herself,Ms Moey.Then after that we were split into A-Levels science,A-Levels arts and AUSMAT.We went into seperate rooms to meet our subject teachers.I took Law (I have no idea why..but i thought it might be fun seeing Ed enjoy and talk about it so often at home..), Economics (lagi dunno why I took it but I had to fullfill the min 3 subject requirement) and I took Eng Lit and IELTS.I need IELTS if I want to go overseas.It's similar to MUET but only it's a bit harder like the lecturer says and the grades are diff than MUET.
MCKL is a very cosy school type which made me feel right at home!The seniors there were very nice to us freshmen.Some seniors invited me for all sorts of activities and societies.I met alot of new friends and met up with some old friends too.I met friends that share the same dream like me which is to take up psychology and some really very sweet poeple.The canteen serves very delicious food and everyone is so friendly that it sort of creeps me sometimes.
It's really gonna be tough,we already got homework on the first day!We have alot of reading to do and we are recieving assignments too!I have to go to college everyday and I finish only at 4:30 everyday.Though it's tiring and all but it's fun!College life rocks!
Despite all the exciting parts I still have certain things going on in my mind...When I was sitting there during orientation,I had half-mindedly expected to see Jia Rong or Jane to walk through the door.Then only I realized that this is no longer SBU,this is a new chapter of my life unfolding before me.A little voice inside me said "What if I don't want to close that chapter before?"I can't,that I know very well but some naive part of me really feels hard to move on.I finally grasp how much I missed them and how much I had left behind me to move on.
I knew this would come the day the three of us got close to each other but something told me I could handle it.As much as I want to look back I know all I could ever keep are the wonderful memories made which I know is more than enough.I'm not saying I regreted meeting the two,believe I'm more than glad that I met them it's just I feel we didn't part with a proper goodbye or something.I know there's no such thing as a proper goodbye for all these but hahaha just doesn't seem right the way we left it.
Again I know that that's the only we could have left it but hahaha....hard to explain but I just feel there's some unsettled business there.*sigh*Well,I only can leave it up to God to sort out a given time for me to so call settle things or get over my stupid thoughts.I know that we part only to meet again,I know that there's someday out there for us but I really feel lonely and sad some how.I'm really happy bout alot of things but there are certain feelings do co-exist together.The new friends I met says I'm very friendly and they said I seem to be able to mix around well...hahaha...well I need to get a life afterall.
I always find the two to be my vacation and now unfortunately vacations over and work is coming up.hahaha....I always keep the picture of the three of us in my mind and all the littlest things and memories too..The three of us will never be the same again later on..but we'll be some else only.I know the'll be the chance somehow to reunite again much much later on in life but for now everybody needs to get on with life and do what we've only been waiting so long to do.One thing I really believe is God would never hold us away from anyone,He'll in some miraculous way let His magic work for everyone.We are starting new chapters that does not included each other for a while because this story has got to introduce some other characters to it as well but I strongly hope and believe that there'll some other chapter coming up later on that will reintroduce the older characters of the story!
I miss you two!hahaha...Love ya two and well I pray that you two would be able to make your dreams come true!Shoot for the moon and even if you can't reach it..you'll still end up among the stars!Remember,dreams sore high in the sky on wings of hopeful vision!
The vacation will come again someday....definietly it'll come again!
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