What do you plan to do after exams? (After SPM, means no more school life!)
The List
1. Sleep like a pig....
2. Wake up every day at 12 in the afternoon...ok la 10 in the morning....mom would kill me if woke up that late.
3. Learn to bake!!!!!
4. Eat a lot....FOOD!!!!!!!
5. Watch all the movie I missed...and ANIME!!!!!CSI:NY,HEROES!!!!!
6. Look for a job...but most probably would end up at me mom's office..haizzzz
7. Go online 24/7.
8. Go out with Jane n Rong.
9. Buy books with my borders card that is rotting in my purse since my birthday and also with th MPH coupons I got....I want P/S I love u,Angels Unlimited.....The Christmas Mystery....
10. Redecorate my room!
11. Learn to drive.....
12. Get rid of all my school books and sell them.....
13. Find a college to go to and ask Aunty Rina for help with scolarship....
14. Buy Christmas presents for everyone
15. Celebrate Jane's 17th birthday!in OG ar????
16. Convince my mom to let go to Cameron Highlands with Rong n Jane....PLS mom!!!!
17. Join the YKLS.......
18. Visit pastor Vic in S'pore
19. Go around the entire city eating my way through with Rong n Jane!
20. Visit Sabah n Sarawak...climb Mount. Kinabalu....u two up for it????
21. Go to church camps with the two....
22. Get rid of the junk in the store room.....
23. Spend christmas with all my friends...then go about caroling...hahaha...
24. Shop for some shirts....
25. Maybe...ask my aunt if I could Tour Lead....to HK?maybe US.....hehehehe
26. Sleepover in any one of my friends house...or maybe they come over to mine.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Move It!
525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear.
525,600 minutes, how do you measure, measure a year?
In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee…?
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife…?
In 525,600 minutes, how do you measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love.Seasons of love……
That was a verse from the song Seasons of Love from the musical RENT.Yesterday my family went to watch Edmund perform.He joined this choir called The Young KL Singers and they came up with a production called Move It! in conjunction with their 5th anniversary.They sang a lot songs from musicals, folk songs from different countries and many more.This choir is not your average stand still choir,they dance and move about the stage.It was a very stunning performance!
They sang songs like Seasons of Love, Pie Jesu, Bui Doi from Miss Saigon, One Day More from Les Miserables, Magnificant Horses a mongolian folk song, Oklahoma, Autumn Leaves and a number of other songs.It was at the bangsar shopping center and Andrea(Andy) came along as well.Ed got the tickets late for us,so we were sitting on the first row and in the middle section some more...so the singers were like popping out in our faces.Some dance moves are very uncalled for and it almost scared me and Andy,it's like as if they are about pounce on us.Ed's expressions are priceless as Andy said and because of that my mom said he stands out a lot....We kept giggling when he came very close to us and most of the time he stand directly in front of me,so I can't help laughing.
The other singer I know is Angel out of the 50 there.Angel also happened to keep standing in front of me,and every time she looked at me I would smile and I think that made her giggle...hahahaha...I distracted her like 5 times di.There were alot of solo parts too and all the singers who did the solo parts have outstanding voices and they are loud too.They don't have cordless mics on only stationary mics hanging from the ceiling.Most of them are working adults and yet they are so talented.Me and Andrea are gonna join next year that's if we're still around and free.
It was very good!!When they bowed and was walking away from the stage,a lot of people were actually shouting encore...so were we...but they didn't come out again lar....The choir actually sang and danced with such enthusiasm and we can clearly see that they enjoy doing it not for money but out of their love for singing.There were a few guys in the choir actually had such good voices and quite leng chai...ehm ehm..they would flattened 'that Daniel" in Malaysian Idol as Andy said.All in all it was a very good performance......they are singing again at Pavillion.They are invited to do caroling and seems that my brother told me the pay is good...I wanna join too!!!
check out their website <http://www.youngchoral.com/>
525,600 minutes, how do you measure, measure a year?
In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee…?
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife…?
In 525,600 minutes, how do you measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love.Seasons of love……
That was a verse from the song Seasons of Love from the musical RENT.Yesterday my family went to watch Edmund perform.He joined this choir called The Young KL Singers and they came up with a production called Move It! in conjunction with their 5th anniversary.They sang a lot songs from musicals, folk songs from different countries and many more.This choir is not your average stand still choir,they dance and move about the stage.It was a very stunning performance!
They sang songs like Seasons of Love, Pie Jesu, Bui Doi from Miss Saigon, One Day More from Les Miserables, Magnificant Horses a mongolian folk song, Oklahoma, Autumn Leaves and a number of other songs.It was at the bangsar shopping center and Andrea(Andy) came along as well.Ed got the tickets late for us,so we were sitting on the first row and in the middle section some more...so the singers were like popping out in our faces.Some dance moves are very uncalled for and it almost scared me and Andy,it's like as if they are about pounce on us.Ed's expressions are priceless as Andy said and because of that my mom said he stands out a lot....We kept giggling when he came very close to us and most of the time he stand directly in front of me,so I can't help laughing.
The other singer I know is Angel out of the 50 there.Angel also happened to keep standing in front of me,and every time she looked at me I would smile and I think that made her giggle...hahahaha...I distracted her like 5 times di.There were alot of solo parts too and all the singers who did the solo parts have outstanding voices and they are loud too.They don't have cordless mics on only stationary mics hanging from the ceiling.Most of them are working adults and yet they are so talented.Me and Andrea are gonna join next year that's if we're still around and free.
It was very good!!When they bowed and was walking away from the stage,a lot of people were actually shouting encore...so were we...but they didn't come out again lar....The choir actually sang and danced with such enthusiasm and we can clearly see that they enjoy doing it not for money but out of their love for singing.There were a few guys in the choir actually had such good voices and quite leng chai...ehm ehm..they would flattened 'that Daniel" in Malaysian Idol as Andy said.All in all it was a very good performance......they are singing again at Pavillion.They are invited to do caroling and seems that my brother told me the pay is good...I wanna join too!!!
check out their website <http://www.youngchoral.com/>
Keep Breathing - A special dedication to everyone~
I found this song through Grey’s Anatomy. It’s sung by Ingrid Michealson for the finale of season 3 on Grey’s Anatomy. This video is very special and it talks about the pain that a lot of people are carrying….life really is not so easy,when I saw this video I almost cried.
I dedicate this video to all my family, my two dearest friends, Jia Rong and Jane, my friends in school, church, tuition and every else in the world.Keep breathing people!
>check out this website < http://www.ingridmichaelson.com/>
KEEP BREATHING by Ingrid Michealson
The storm is coming but I don’t mind,
People are dying, I close my blinds.
All that I know is I’m breathing now.
I want to change the world,
Instead I sleep,
I want to believe in more than you and me,
But all that I know is I’m breathing,
All I can do is keep breathing,
All we can do is keep breathing now...
All that I know is I’m breathing,
All I can do is keep breathing,
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing,
All we can do is keep breathing,
All we can do is keep breathing,
All we can do is keep breathing,
All we can do is keep breathing,
All we can do is keep breathing,
All we can do is keep breathing now...
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Listen
LISTEN by Beyonce
Listen to the song here in my heart a melody I start but can't complete,
Listen to the sound from deep within,
Its only beginning to find release,
Ohh...the time has come for my dreams to be heard,
They will not be pushed aside and turned,
Into your own, all' cause you won't listen
[chorus]
Listen I am alone at a crossroads,
I'm not at home in my own home,
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind,
You should have known,
Now I'm done believing you,
You don't know what I'm feeling,
I'm more than what you've made of me,
I followed the voice, you gave to me,
But now I've gotta find my own...
You should have listened,
There was someone here inside,
Someone I thought had died so long ago,
Oh I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard,
They will not be pushed aside or turned,
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen...
[chorus]
Listen I am alone at a crossroads,
I'm not at home in my own home,
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind,
You should have known,
Now I'm done believing you,
You don't know what I'm feeling,
I'm more than what you've made of me,
I followed the voice, you gave to me,
But now I've gotta find my own...
[Bridge]
I don't know where I belong,
But I'll be moving on,
If you don't, if you won't....
[Chorus]
Listen to the song here in my heart,
A melody I start, but I will complete,
Now I am done believing you,
You don't know not what I am feeling,
I'm more than what you've made of me,
I followed the voice you think you gave to me,
But now I got to find my own - my own....
This song is from the movie Dream girls.This song is sung by Deena Jones(Beyonce Knowles) in the movie,it was pivotal moment when Deena finally relizes that she does hav the strength to move on and to break free form every bondage that was holding her to be true to what she is.I love this song a lot cause I find that a lot of us are not only motivated by things, goals, sucess, failures, friends, family and even ourselves but sometimes even songs and music can motivate us too.
This song came to my mind cause I thought of my dad...every Friday after BK classes,he would be the one that would come and fetch me.Every morning he would wake us for school and send us to school.He would be the one that would fix all the broken things at home.He would be the one that would help us with our projects when we were younger.He would be the one that would go all the way to Kesas Highway just to get the snoopy toy we were collecting from Mc Donalds.He would be the good citizen who will repair the roads for everyone not only our family.He would be the one that would always write to MPAJ to fix lamp posts,mend roads, and to put up road signs.
He would be the one that would rush home as soon as he could when we called him about a snake entering the house.He would be the one that would send us to the clinic dispite the time like 4 in the morning.He would be the one that would carry our heavy bags when we played in theme parks.He would be the one that will drive us around whenever we need.He would be the one that would drive for 8 hours long without anyone else taking over for him while we sleep and eat behind....He would be the one that will worry about us when we went for camps...and he was and still is the one that taught me to be who I am till this very day.He's my dad!
Every Friday when dad comes to pick me,we would have this routine of talking in the car...just the two of us...He would tell me about work,when he was younger and the way he dealt with all his problems.My mom always said I'm my dad's best listener and audience when he would talk.Actually I didn't like my parents nagging...I mean who likes it,but whenever my dad talks to me like that...I really enjoy it.He would tell me jokes that would make me burst out in laughter and I'll tell him what happen in school and so on.
Maybe I'm much older now and my dad talks to me more.Sometimes Ivan is hard to talk to for my dad cause he's still young and Edmund is impatient when it comes to this and besides he's very busy and nowadays hardly around.So I'm the one left....I don't mind it of course.Sometimes my dad can be over the top and be unreasonable but he's growing old...an he's got a lot to deal with...sometimes all he asks is that someone who would listen to him talk.
The hardest part about love is not sacrificing,giving or anything else...Listening is actually the hardest part of love.Most of the modern us have tight schedules ad we would have no time to spare to listen to someone talk and complain....It takes a lot of effort to listen and I'm trying to give Ivan the chance to talk and listen to him but sometimes I find it hard to concentrate and I would tune him off...I'm horrible rite?yea....shesh...I'm learning....I'm still trying to make an effort....Sometimes when we fail to listen to our loved ones...we would miss out a lot in their lives...so I'm gonna stop missing out in my family's lives...I pray you would too.
Listen to the song here in my heart a melody I start but can't complete,
Listen to the sound from deep within,
Its only beginning to find release,
Ohh...the time has come for my dreams to be heard,
They will not be pushed aside and turned,
Into your own, all' cause you won't listen
[chorus]
Listen I am alone at a crossroads,
I'm not at home in my own home,
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind,
You should have known,
Now I'm done believing you,
You don't know what I'm feeling,
I'm more than what you've made of me,
I followed the voice, you gave to me,
But now I've gotta find my own...
You should have listened,
There was someone here inside,
Someone I thought had died so long ago,
Oh I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard,
They will not be pushed aside or turned,
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen...
[chorus]
Listen I am alone at a crossroads,
I'm not at home in my own home,
And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind,
You should have known,
Now I'm done believing you,
You don't know what I'm feeling,
I'm more than what you've made of me,
I followed the voice, you gave to me,
But now I've gotta find my own...
[Bridge]
I don't know where I belong,
But I'll be moving on,
If you don't, if you won't....
[Chorus]
Listen to the song here in my heart,
A melody I start, but I will complete,
Now I am done believing you,
You don't know not what I am feeling,
I'm more than what you've made of me,
I followed the voice you think you gave to me,
But now I got to find my own - my own....
This song is from the movie Dream girls.This song is sung by Deena Jones(Beyonce Knowles) in the movie,it was pivotal moment when Deena finally relizes that she does hav the strength to move on and to break free form every bondage that was holding her to be true to what she is.I love this song a lot cause I find that a lot of us are not only motivated by things, goals, sucess, failures, friends, family and even ourselves but sometimes even songs and music can motivate us too.
This song came to my mind cause I thought of my dad...every Friday after BK classes,he would be the one that would come and fetch me.Every morning he would wake us for school and send us to school.He would be the one that would fix all the broken things at home.He would be the one that would help us with our projects when we were younger.He would be the one that would go all the way to Kesas Highway just to get the snoopy toy we were collecting from Mc Donalds.He would be the good citizen who will repair the roads for everyone not only our family.He would be the one that would always write to MPAJ to fix lamp posts,mend roads, and to put up road signs.
He would be the one that would rush home as soon as he could when we called him about a snake entering the house.He would be the one that would send us to the clinic dispite the time like 4 in the morning.He would be the one that would carry our heavy bags when we played in theme parks.He would be the one that will drive us around whenever we need.He would be the one that would drive for 8 hours long without anyone else taking over for him while we sleep and eat behind....He would be the one that will worry about us when we went for camps...and he was and still is the one that taught me to be who I am till this very day.He's my dad!
Every Friday when dad comes to pick me,we would have this routine of talking in the car...just the two of us...He would tell me about work,when he was younger and the way he dealt with all his problems.My mom always said I'm my dad's best listener and audience when he would talk.Actually I didn't like my parents nagging...I mean who likes it,but whenever my dad talks to me like that...I really enjoy it.He would tell me jokes that would make me burst out in laughter and I'll tell him what happen in school and so on.
Maybe I'm much older now and my dad talks to me more.Sometimes Ivan is hard to talk to for my dad cause he's still young and Edmund is impatient when it comes to this and besides he's very busy and nowadays hardly around.So I'm the one left....I don't mind it of course.Sometimes my dad can be over the top and be unreasonable but he's growing old...an he's got a lot to deal with...sometimes all he asks is that someone who would listen to him talk.
The hardest part about love is not sacrificing,giving or anything else...Listening is actually the hardest part of love.Most of the modern us have tight schedules ad we would have no time to spare to listen to someone talk and complain....It takes a lot of effort to listen and I'm trying to give Ivan the chance to talk and listen to him but sometimes I find it hard to concentrate and I would tune him off...I'm horrible rite?yea....shesh...I'm learning....I'm still trying to make an effort....Sometimes when we fail to listen to our loved ones...we would miss out a lot in their lives...so I'm gonna stop missing out in my family's lives...I pray you would too.
Last Week
Entry on 21/09/07, Friday
Well it's Friday and I didn't go to school,sorta wished I had then I won't be so bored...Mom, dad, ed n grandma are in HK now enjoying themselves while me....well in KL in front of the PC...Ivan had fever yesterday and aunt yin peng brought him to the doctor n the doctor says he's having a slight fever but still in travelling condition...yes, I did say travelling condition cause he's joining my family in HK today...So i didn't go to school today because I'm sending him off and also because I was checking all his homework until quite late at night....I think the thrill of going to HK today must have got to him and he simply did his work...he thinks the sun rises from the west to the east...remind me again how did he get an A in Science?
Well so I'm left alone with aunt yin peng n uncle alex...I'm not sad that I couldn't go to HK cause I was just there last month with aunt yin peng n Ivan,oh yes n he is going again today...It's kind of cool to be alone without my family around,I kind of enjoy the silence and also the immense freedom...hahaha!Aunt yin peng feels bad that I'm left alone here so she promised to bring me to eat 'nice' food during the weekend so YEAY!I've to bear with crappy lunch this few days because my grandma's not around to cook so I gotta find food....but actually I just discovered that the men in this house can cook....every men except for my dad,my brothers n Uncle Weng n Uncle Danny that is.,....My uncle Alex made the best dinner on Wednesday!He's fried egg in tomato sauce rocks!It was so delicious that the plate was empty even before my grandpa n uncle weng could taste it!N my grandpa made the best dishes too....since young till now seriously I've never tasted their dishes before other than maggie mee or fried rice if that counts as a chinese family meal...but it was good lar.......
22/09/07, Saturday
Well,I'm home alone again and yea it's super boring.So I went to entertain myself by watching the last few episodes of Grey's Anatomy. Grey's Anatomy is actually one American series which I really enjoy watching other than CSI and CSI:NY.I like the parts where Dr.Grey or you can call her Meredith narates every episode,the things that this series touches about are very personal for many in life and the way they laid out the story is something different for me.The next thing about this series is the songs they put in as background music.Mostly the songs are sung by underground singers which actually has more meaning and they sound good too!So I watched till 3 something and went to do my work...yes I have a lot of tuition work form my teacher but still I watched TV....freedom mar.
Then at night Aunt Yin Peng and Uncle Alex brought me for dinner at this new restaurant at the Great Eastern Mall.It's called Daidomon I think....It serves japanese barbeque and it was really good!but since the price is so "cheap"...we didn't order much,then we went to Alexis,the bistro on the first floor to fill up the empty spaces in our growling stomaches....It was Saturday night so they had this perfromance by this person called Janice Yap.She won a few awards before in some competition and also one or two in the music fest.She's quite a good singer and very soulful like what my aunt said. We ordered a sefood pizza and IT WAS GOOD!It so delicious.....I'm getting hungry just thinking about it now...Yes,i enjoyed myself very much and seriously Alexis serves good food...so go check it out people!
23/09/07, Sunday
It's 8.15 in the morning...I woke up and went to get ready to go out.Today I'm going to a seminar with Debbie and Haseena.The seminar is at the universal tuition center somewhere in Taman Midah.Uncle weng was suppose to send me to Debbie's house but he woke up late because he spent almost the entire night watching 24...haizzz...and so I had to call Debbie who was going to send me there from her house..."Hello?Debbie...I'm gonna be a bit late cause the person who was suppose to send me decided to wake up late..." "Okay...." "Sorry yea,and you sound like you just woke up too..." "haha...It's okay I already bathed."
At first I didn't understand what she meant by that but anyway I reached Debbie's house at 10 something and when i walked in to the porch where her mother's car was,her two boxers came and stood next to me.They started sniffing my leg...and well they were pretty big in size so I was a bit freaked.Debbie opened the car door and told me to jump in before they follow me up as well,Deb's mom said the dog were checking me out...ahahahaha...but seriously too close for comfort.I love dogs but boxers, rottweilers and doberman always made me feel super scared and they looked fierce...really fierce.
Well we started with BM seminar which was pretty good and the lecturer was very funny too but Chemistry seminar was ok lar...The lecturer's English was ok but her pronounciation was abit funny and plus the room was a complete freezer.Me and Debbie didn't bring any jackets but Haseena did,she brought our class jacket there and was wearing it proudly...so me and debbie shivered and stuck close to each other for warmth, then after the seminar Deb drop me back home.Dinner was at the Purple Cane restaurant..a new place,and their dishes are all cooked with tea leaves...it was ok but everything we ate there had alot of tea leaves in it...even the desserts.Well my parents are coming home tomorrow...sob sob....no more freedom di...hmm,I better go,got school tomorrow.
Nite!
Well it's Friday and I didn't go to school,sorta wished I had then I won't be so bored...Mom, dad, ed n grandma are in HK now enjoying themselves while me....well in KL in front of the PC...Ivan had fever yesterday and aunt yin peng brought him to the doctor n the doctor says he's having a slight fever but still in travelling condition...yes, I did say travelling condition cause he's joining my family in HK today...So i didn't go to school today because I'm sending him off and also because I was checking all his homework until quite late at night....I think the thrill of going to HK today must have got to him and he simply did his work...he thinks the sun rises from the west to the east...remind me again how did he get an A in Science?
Well so I'm left alone with aunt yin peng n uncle alex...I'm not sad that I couldn't go to HK cause I was just there last month with aunt yin peng n Ivan,oh yes n he is going again today...It's kind of cool to be alone without my family around,I kind of enjoy the silence and also the immense freedom...hahaha!Aunt yin peng feels bad that I'm left alone here so she promised to bring me to eat 'nice' food during the weekend so YEAY!I've to bear with crappy lunch this few days because my grandma's not around to cook so I gotta find food....but actually I just discovered that the men in this house can cook....every men except for my dad,my brothers n Uncle Weng n Uncle Danny that is.,....My uncle Alex made the best dinner on Wednesday!He's fried egg in tomato sauce rocks!It was so delicious that the plate was empty even before my grandpa n uncle weng could taste it!N my grandpa made the best dishes too....since young till now seriously I've never tasted their dishes before other than maggie mee or fried rice if that counts as a chinese family meal...but it was good lar.......
22/09/07, Saturday
Well,I'm home alone again and yea it's super boring.So I went to entertain myself by watching the last few episodes of Grey's Anatomy. Grey's Anatomy is actually one American series which I really enjoy watching other than CSI and CSI:NY.I like the parts where Dr.Grey or you can call her Meredith narates every episode,the things that this series touches about are very personal for many in life and the way they laid out the story is something different for me.The next thing about this series is the songs they put in as background music.Mostly the songs are sung by underground singers which actually has more meaning and they sound good too!So I watched till 3 something and went to do my work...yes I have a lot of tuition work form my teacher but still I watched TV....freedom mar.
Then at night Aunt Yin Peng and Uncle Alex brought me for dinner at this new restaurant at the Great Eastern Mall.It's called Daidomon I think....It serves japanese barbeque and it was really good!but since the price is so "cheap"...we didn't order much,then we went to Alexis,the bistro on the first floor to fill up the empty spaces in our growling stomaches....It was Saturday night so they had this perfromance by this person called Janice Yap.She won a few awards before in some competition and also one or two in the music fest.She's quite a good singer and very soulful like what my aunt said. We ordered a sefood pizza and IT WAS GOOD!It so delicious.....I'm getting hungry just thinking about it now...Yes,i enjoyed myself very much and seriously Alexis serves good food...so go check it out people!
23/09/07, Sunday
It's 8.15 in the morning...I woke up and went to get ready to go out.Today I'm going to a seminar with Debbie and Haseena.The seminar is at the universal tuition center somewhere in Taman Midah.Uncle weng was suppose to send me to Debbie's house but he woke up late because he spent almost the entire night watching 24...haizzz...and so I had to call Debbie who was going to send me there from her house..."Hello?Debbie...I'm gonna be a bit late cause the person who was suppose to send me decided to wake up late..." "Okay...." "Sorry yea,and you sound like you just woke up too..." "haha...It's okay I already bathed."
At first I didn't understand what she meant by that but anyway I reached Debbie's house at 10 something and when i walked in to the porch where her mother's car was,her two boxers came and stood next to me.They started sniffing my leg...and well they were pretty big in size so I was a bit freaked.Debbie opened the car door and told me to jump in before they follow me up as well,Deb's mom said the dog were checking me out...ahahahaha...but seriously too close for comfort.I love dogs but boxers, rottweilers and doberman always made me feel super scared and they looked fierce...really fierce.
Well we started with BM seminar which was pretty good and the lecturer was very funny too but Chemistry seminar was ok lar...The lecturer's English was ok but her pronounciation was abit funny and plus the room was a complete freezer.Me and Debbie didn't bring any jackets but Haseena did,she brought our class jacket there and was wearing it proudly...so me and debbie shivered and stuck close to each other for warmth, then after the seminar Deb drop me back home.Dinner was at the Purple Cane restaurant..a new place,and their dishes are all cooked with tea leaves...it was ok but everything we ate there had alot of tea leaves in it...even the desserts.Well my parents are coming home tomorrow...sob sob....no more freedom di...hmm,I better go,got school tomorrow.
Nite!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Little Madeleine McCann....
Madeleine McCann disappeared on the evening of Thursday, 3 May 2007 in the resort of Praia da Luz in the Algarve, Portugal. The event has since generated international media attention with controversy surrounding the Portuguese-led police investigation and the actions of Madeleine's parents.
The British girl was on holiday with her parents and siblings when she disappeared from an apartment in the central area of the resort, just days short of her fourth birthday. Madeleine's parents have said that they left her unsupervised in a ground floor bedroom with her two-year-old twin siblings while they ate at a restaurant about 120 metres away.[1]
The initial investigation by the Guarda Nacional Republicana, the first police to be called to the crime scene, concluded that she had been abducted.[2] After further investigation, the Polícia Judiciária (Portuguese criminal investigation police) subsequently stated that there was a strong hypothesis that she might have died in her room.[3][4] During the investigation there were a number of unconfirmed claimed sightings of Madeleine in Portugal and elsewhere and additional scientific evidence was obtained.
Police investigating her disappearance admitted on 17 August that the investigation was nowhere near a breakthrough.[3] However, on 7 September, Kate and Gerry McCann, Madeleine's parents, were named as formal suspects (arguidos) in the investigation.[5][6] Despite this, the McCanns flew back to the UK on 9 September.[7]
The investigation involved the cooperation of the British and Portuguese police and demonstrated the differing methodologies employed by each, with regard to such aspects as the amount of information released to the public and the legal status of those involved in the case. The disappearance and its aftermath are notable for the breadth and longevity of the media coverage. This was initially due to the active involvement of the parents in publicising the case and to several awareness-raising campaigns by international celebrities and, latterly, to the interest that arose from the parents being named as suspects.
Madeleine disappeared from a ground floor apartment where the family was staying on the evening of 3 May 2007. The apartment had been rented by Mark Warner for the summer season as part of its Ocean Club. The nature of the Ocean Club may have contributed to the disappearance of Madeleine since, because its buildings are spread out across the village, anyone can wander in and out of the holiday areas.[8]
Her parents' account was that they had put Madeleine and her two-year-old twin siblings to bed and, leaving the apartment unlocked, had dined with friends approximately 120 metres away at a tapas bar within the Mark Warner Ocean Summer Club.[1] The McCanns later reported to the police that they were taking turns checking on their children and that at approximately 21:05 Western European Summer Time Gerry checked on the children followed by Dr Matthew Oldfield at 21:30.[9] At around 22:00, Kate returned to check on the children and found Madeleine's bed empty and the bedroom window open.[10] Kate said that the police were called within 10 minutes of finding her daughter gone. The police stated that officers arrived within 10 minutes of being alerted, and an investigation unit began work within 30 minutes.[9] According to the Portuguese police's missing person notice, the disappearance had occurred "by 22:40".[11] Staff and guests at the complex searched until 04:30 whilst police on the Spanish border and all airports in Portugal and Spain were notified.[10] The Portuguese police have yet to supply a definitive timeline for the evening of Madeleine's disappearance.[12]
~Resources form Wikipedia~
To everyone who is reading about little Madeleine. Please pray for her that she'll be reunited with her family. Let all your friends know and start a prayer chain for little Madeleine.She's only 4 and she could be out there all alone and though we could not offer much help in looking for her but we can join together in prayer for little Madeleine.Pray that God will give her parents the strength and will power and to have faith in their daughters investigation.Also pray that God will watch over little Madeleine no matter where she is now....check out this webste as well > http://www.findmadeleine.com/ and go through yahoo and google to read more about the current events of this abduction.
PRAY PEOPLE.......God bless Madeleine and God bless MR & MRS McCann.
The British girl was on holiday with her parents and siblings when she disappeared from an apartment in the central area of the resort, just days short of her fourth birthday. Madeleine's parents have said that they left her unsupervised in a ground floor bedroom with her two-year-old twin siblings while they ate at a restaurant about 120 metres away.[1]
The initial investigation by the Guarda Nacional Republicana, the first police to be called to the crime scene, concluded that she had been abducted.[2] After further investigation, the Polícia Judiciária (Portuguese criminal investigation police) subsequently stated that there was a strong hypothesis that she might have died in her room.[3][4] During the investigation there were a number of unconfirmed claimed sightings of Madeleine in Portugal and elsewhere and additional scientific evidence was obtained.
Police investigating her disappearance admitted on 17 August that the investigation was nowhere near a breakthrough.[3] However, on 7 September, Kate and Gerry McCann, Madeleine's parents, were named as formal suspects (arguidos) in the investigation.[5][6] Despite this, the McCanns flew back to the UK on 9 September.[7]
The investigation involved the cooperation of the British and Portuguese police and demonstrated the differing methodologies employed by each, with regard to such aspects as the amount of information released to the public and the legal status of those involved in the case. The disappearance and its aftermath are notable for the breadth and longevity of the media coverage. This was initially due to the active involvement of the parents in publicising the case and to several awareness-raising campaigns by international celebrities and, latterly, to the interest that arose from the parents being named as suspects.
Madeleine disappeared from a ground floor apartment where the family was staying on the evening of 3 May 2007. The apartment had been rented by Mark Warner for the summer season as part of its Ocean Club. The nature of the Ocean Club may have contributed to the disappearance of Madeleine since, because its buildings are spread out across the village, anyone can wander in and out of the holiday areas.[8]
Her parents' account was that they had put Madeleine and her two-year-old twin siblings to bed and, leaving the apartment unlocked, had dined with friends approximately 120 metres away at a tapas bar within the Mark Warner Ocean Summer Club.[1] The McCanns later reported to the police that they were taking turns checking on their children and that at approximately 21:05 Western European Summer Time Gerry checked on the children followed by Dr Matthew Oldfield at 21:30.[9] At around 22:00, Kate returned to check on the children and found Madeleine's bed empty and the bedroom window open.[10] Kate said that the police were called within 10 minutes of finding her daughter gone. The police stated that officers arrived within 10 minutes of being alerted, and an investigation unit began work within 30 minutes.[9] According to the Portuguese police's missing person notice, the disappearance had occurred "by 22:40".[11] Staff and guests at the complex searched until 04:30 whilst police on the Spanish border and all airports in Portugal and Spain were notified.[10] The Portuguese police have yet to supply a definitive timeline for the evening of Madeleine's disappearance.[12]
~Resources form Wikipedia~
To everyone who is reading about little Madeleine. Please pray for her that she'll be reunited with her family. Let all your friends know and start a prayer chain for little Madeleine.She's only 4 and she could be out there all alone and though we could not offer much help in looking for her but we can join together in prayer for little Madeleine.Pray that God will give her parents the strength and will power and to have faith in their daughters investigation.Also pray that God will watch over little Madeleine no matter where she is now....check out this webste as well > http://www.findmadeleine.com/ and go through yahoo and google to read more about the current events of this abduction.
PRAY PEOPLE.......God bless Madeleine and God bless MR & MRS McCann.
Tagging.....
DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK ANDYOU WILL WISH YOU HADN'T.
TAKE 3 MINUTES TO TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
(note from Susi)This really made myheart like jumpinto my throat. It is majorlycreepifying. Honestly Idid not even cheat, and it came outwithanswers Ididn't even let myself believe untilnow.(end note)
THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL. NO CHEATING!!!!THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY
1st. Get PEN and PAPER
2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURETHEYARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRSTINSTINCTS !!!!! Veryimportant for good results.
4th SCROLL DOWNONE LINE AT THE TIMEDON..T READ AHEADotherwiseYOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.
1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITENUMBERS 1through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.
2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2,WRITE DOWN ANY2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?
3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7,WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERSOF THE OPPOSITE . SAME IF HE'S A GAY
CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILLNOTTURN OUT RIGHT
4. WRITE ANYONES NAME(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6.
DON..T CHEAT OR YOU'LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID
5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9,10, & 11
6. Finally,MAKE A WISH
ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THEKEY TO THE GAME
1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOUis found in SPACE 2
2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE
3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7.
4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4
5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.
6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR 7.
7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3.
8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7.
9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND.
10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE
11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER...........
Those who blogs or if you want to repost this. REPOST WITHCHINESE HOROSCOPE (Freakishly Correct)
I was sorta freaked out when I read the answers......It's not 100% correct some were just plain funny but I can say it's pretty accurate. This may seem to be some chinese horoscpoce thing but actually it's some psychology test......It's the mind type of game....try it out....
TAKE 3 MINUTES TO TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
(note from Susi)This really made myheart like jumpinto my throat. It is majorlycreepifying. Honestly Idid not even cheat, and it came outwithanswers Ididn't even let myself believe untilnow.(end note)
THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL. NO CHEATING!!!!THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY
1st. Get PEN and PAPER
2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURETHEYARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRSTINSTINCTS !!!!! Veryimportant for good results.
4th SCROLL DOWNONE LINE AT THE TIMEDON..T READ AHEADotherwiseYOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.
1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITENUMBERS 1through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.
2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2,WRITE DOWN ANY2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?
3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7,WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERSOF THE OPPOSITE . SAME IF HE'S A GAY
CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILLNOTTURN OUT RIGHT
4. WRITE ANYONES NAME(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6.
DON..T CHEAT OR YOU'LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID
5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9,10, & 11
6. Finally,MAKE A WISH
ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THEKEY TO THE GAME
1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOUis found in SPACE 2
2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE
3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7.
4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4
5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.
6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR 7.
7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3.
8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7.
9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND.
10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE
11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER...........
Those who blogs or if you want to repost this. REPOST WITHCHINESE HOROSCOPE (Freakishly Correct)
I was sorta freaked out when I read the answers......It's not 100% correct some were just plain funny but I can say it's pretty accurate. This may seem to be some chinese horoscpoce thing but actually it's some psychology test......It's the mind type of game....try it out....
Friday, September 14, 2007
Defending
Defending……wonder why a soldier would always take this pose? It’s really simple, they have to always be on guard and they need to be alert for any danger ahead. They always focus a hundred percent when they are on guard and they fight their hearts out for the country. Their ears would try to catch the slightest sounds made and their eyes would try to catch the slightest movement around their perimeter. Soldiers would give their lives to defend their country though it means killing others for their own. Has anyone wondered how would a soldier look like when they cry? They are strong, bold and they are fearless in our eyes but actually inside they are as vulnerable as anyone of us would be on the battle grounds only difference is they are well-trained and they are taught the military basics.
Sometimes I feel I’m like a soldier…I have so much to defend and so much I can’t. Most of the time I feel like I’m driven by the influence of the people around me especially those who are close to me. Sometimes soldiers would act rashly when he sees his own companion in danger or in need of help, like the same I would and I believe everyone would act rashly sometimes to defend others and even ourselves. Defending means putting others or something we think is much more important than ourselves behind us and we act as the ’shield’ to protect them/it from whatever harm. When a soldier breaks down, most probably they had lost a dear companion or general or even their country because they failed to defend it.
Looking at these photos made me wonder……what if I was that soldier who broke down and cry because I failed to defend something I hold dear. What would that feel like? But I’m not the soldier who couldn’t defend her own country…I’m the soldier who couldn’t defend her sibling and her friends. Hahahahaha……yup, I couldn’t. When so often you’re placed directly in between of two people you tend to find yourself contradicting your own words and you find it hard to side either one. I would never want to look at this scenario and have to ask myself…”Who is right? Who should I defend? Why am I stuck in between again…?” It’s so frustrating when you feel like as if you couldn’t tell both what is really happening and how to explain it in a way they wouldn’t feel offended. Some words said can’t be erased or wiped away.
It’s not that I’m facing a major crisis or I’m really stuck in a sticky situation but it’s just that I have this problem. This problem is like a little disease that would come and go off as it likes which every time it makes me thorn apart. But I don’t have to face life and death, I just have to face the arguments around me and I really hate it when my family would speak-ill of my friends and vice versa. As much as I want to defend both, I couldn’t. Some words I wish I could impart to both of them but, it’s better left the way it is. Outside the walls of my house I would defend my entire family from anyone…anyone at all, and inside the walls of my own house I would defend all my friends from anyone at all too. It’s only natural I would defend them…it’s not that I’m taking sides it’s just I can’t defend one and leave the other. It’s also pretty confusing sometimes just thinking about who is speaking the truth or who should I believe.
Some words I really wish I could take back and left it unsaid but too late…my mouth went faster than my mind did. When I loose focus or have too much to think I would loose control of what I would say and that has been what’s happening lately since trials. My mood swings are going even crazier nowadays and maybe subconsciously stress is knocking at my door. Oh crap……get out!!!! I’m the kind that would mumble about a lot of things and often when people ask for help I would look reluctant to give but I’ll end up giving it anyway…habit I guess…it’s not that I wanted to complain or anything…I just acted the way I did because I was affected by the both of you……You haven’t noticed now did you?haizz……anyway maybe all of you would be reading this and go “har???? What is she babbling about?” Never mind…I was just too down that’s why I needed to babble about it some where……sorry darling blog…
Listening to ne-yo and HSM2 at the same time……so think about it…have you ever wanted to defend something or somebody but couldn’t??? Let me give you a piece of advise……don’t speak a word…when you feel like you need to defend something, defend it but not by words by actions…..Sometimes we do alot of things that doesn't need an explaination and we are driven by the people we hold dear.We often look at them with eyes that are trying to convey something that you just couldn't say it aloud and you are like making a silent plea asking and praying that they would know it or felt it at least...But all in all...just leave things be,God'll deliver the divine moment when our thoughts should be heard......make sense????yes??no??never mind………
Monday, September 10, 2007
Letting Go
Mondays……one of the worst days in the world….but anyway, today I woke up only at 6.34 in the morning because I got into bed pretty late last night after working during my weekends in the MATTA fair…..Malaysians…they have a tendency to ask you one in a million questions and will make you go through a lot of trouble to check the availability of seats and also asking the weirdest and un-logical questions……but anyway I successfully made 3 sales but it took really long to convince them….haiyoo…some really got on my nerves but anyway thank God it’s over.
When I came back from school today…my tuition mate called, we talked for about an hour and more about tuition homework at first but somehow we talked about some other stuff because she seemed quite stressed up and she was telling me about her problems with her friends. She was telling me about her best friend was angry at her for not applying for the same church camp as she did…..kinda childish if you ask me…but anyway, I too had a similar kind of conversation at school with my friend. We were talking about random things and somehow we got to the topic of our plans after SPM. She was telling me about her plans and I just asked if she would be back in time for Christmas or maybe my might-be or soon-to baptism. And we were saying how different we both were, I mean all three of us were and yet we became such close friends. It’s kinda weird how we just clicked…but I think it is God’s divine appointment. It was that divine appointment that had brought three very different people from different worlds together or you could say opposites attract.
She looked at me and said “You must think that I’m cruel to choose my plans over the two of you…” At first I was shock to hear that but the truth is…I did had that thought but that’s not my point…I looked at her and I told her that we, all three of us that is, are friends and we shouldn’t or should I say can’t be each others burden or hold-back. We are supposed to support each other and encourage each other and not to stop or discourage each other from pursuing what we need or want in the future. If a friend is gonna hold us back then what kind of friend is that. Like what she said, Even if we are physically far apart, but deep down inside our relationship is as strong as the big elephant glue…
Sometimes it is hard to chance upon a good friend that we claim dear and important. It’s very rare that we might be able to find someone whom we can trust and talk heart-to-heart to and once we find one we will find it quite hard to let go of that friend. Yes, I believe in an everlasting friendship but we are never able to keep that friend forever. In our heart yes but not with us physically. It doesn’t mean that we are not gonna be the best of friends but all the more reason if we cherish that relationship we need to release that leash we have on each other. Going our own separate ways is not an easy thing but learning to accept that no separation is forever is more important. Reunions are very touching and that’s why relationships like that are so precious.
Yea…I know I’m the boring cliché type but I seriously think and believe so. Well…that long phone call was ended hastily because I needed my lunch….was very hungry because I had slept too much in class and desperately needed some food…..FOOD…FOOD…..FOOD!
But it was cool to chat with someone just randomly like that but will try to shorten the time spent lar…like let’s say 30 minutes?????Oh and…hahaha….I watched HSM2 the dvd lar and also Evan Almighty.Very funny wei…I urge all of you to watch…It’s a comedy of biblical proportions and one line…SUPER FUNNY AND YOU WILL LAUGH YOUR HEAD OFF!hahahaha….but HSM2 was a let down lar….they kept singing so much and like the story line is not as nice as compared to the first movie. And when Zac effron sang that song bet on it I sorta thought he was acting like as if he’s the modern tarzan……very weird……??????
~A quote I came up with very randomly~
If we love someone be it our family or friends we should be happy for each other regardless if we are able to see each other everyday or know what is going on in each others life or even if one day we might forget each other in the midst of our own busy lives. All the more if we love them...……we should learn to be like our parents…they learnt to let us go, then we could learn to LET THEM GO…
When I came back from school today…my tuition mate called, we talked for about an hour and more about tuition homework at first but somehow we talked about some other stuff because she seemed quite stressed up and she was telling me about her problems with her friends. She was telling me about her best friend was angry at her for not applying for the same church camp as she did…..kinda childish if you ask me…but anyway, I too had a similar kind of conversation at school with my friend. We were talking about random things and somehow we got to the topic of our plans after SPM. She was telling me about her plans and I just asked if she would be back in time for Christmas or maybe my might-be or soon-to baptism. And we were saying how different we both were, I mean all three of us were and yet we became such close friends. It’s kinda weird how we just clicked…but I think it is God’s divine appointment. It was that divine appointment that had brought three very different people from different worlds together or you could say opposites attract.
She looked at me and said “You must think that I’m cruel to choose my plans over the two of you…” At first I was shock to hear that but the truth is…I did had that thought but that’s not my point…I looked at her and I told her that we, all three of us that is, are friends and we shouldn’t or should I say can’t be each others burden or hold-back. We are supposed to support each other and encourage each other and not to stop or discourage each other from pursuing what we need or want in the future. If a friend is gonna hold us back then what kind of friend is that. Like what she said, Even if we are physically far apart, but deep down inside our relationship is as strong as the big elephant glue…
Sometimes it is hard to chance upon a good friend that we claim dear and important. It’s very rare that we might be able to find someone whom we can trust and talk heart-to-heart to and once we find one we will find it quite hard to let go of that friend. Yes, I believe in an everlasting friendship but we are never able to keep that friend forever. In our heart yes but not with us physically. It doesn’t mean that we are not gonna be the best of friends but all the more reason if we cherish that relationship we need to release that leash we have on each other. Going our own separate ways is not an easy thing but learning to accept that no separation is forever is more important. Reunions are very touching and that’s why relationships like that are so precious.
Yea…I know I’m the boring cliché type but I seriously think and believe so. Well…that long phone call was ended hastily because I needed my lunch….was very hungry because I had slept too much in class and desperately needed some food…..FOOD…FOOD…..FOOD!
But it was cool to chat with someone just randomly like that but will try to shorten the time spent lar…like let’s say 30 minutes?????Oh and…hahaha….I watched HSM2 the dvd lar and also Evan Almighty.Very funny wei…I urge all of you to watch…It’s a comedy of biblical proportions and one line…SUPER FUNNY AND YOU WILL LAUGH YOUR HEAD OFF!hahahaha….but HSM2 was a let down lar….they kept singing so much and like the story line is not as nice as compared to the first movie. And when Zac effron sang that song bet on it I sorta thought he was acting like as if he’s the modern tarzan……very weird……??????
~A quote I came up with very randomly~
If we love someone be it our family or friends we should be happy for each other regardless if we are able to see each other everyday or know what is going on in each others life or even if one day we might forget each other in the midst of our own busy lives. All the more if we love them...……we should learn to be like our parents…they learnt to let us go, then we could learn to LET THEM GO…
Friday, September 7, 2007
End of it........
YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!I finally finished my trials!I had my final paper today which is bible knowledge……it was pretty hard n I think I mixed up a few parables together… hahaha. Today our school decided to have a Hari Koko n it was plain boring though I spent most of my time studying my BK, so I sat like furthest behind of everyone n sorta isolated myself so I can study because when we were still in class, darling Andrea was like busy asking me about travel packages to USA. So I had to tell her all the info cause she just might be a potential customer since MATTA fair is like this week……I know I sound very business minded but I gotta make some sales lar……During my August holiday I didn’t stay behind n study like a good girl instead I followed my aunt to Hong Kong…so now I have to work n get some sales for her cause she belanja me to HK liao…..
N like today during the Hari Koko….as usual all the discipline teachers r walking about making sure no students ponteng n no students r like trying to run off n stuff but what made me sorta pissed is because Pn lim came up to me n she told “Carmen,stop studying here. If you want to study you shouldn’t have come to school.” Wow coming from a discipline teacher wei…….n though I explained to her that I was gonna have a trial examination for my BK (which by the way I dun exactly do very well in) but she said “I dun care…Keep thebook now!Or I’ll just rampas it.”Ok….she looked very pissed.So I had to keep my books….but I still tried to get a few peeks at my book anyway…hahaha…but at the end after 5 to 7 minutes or so I couldn’t take it anymore so I ran to the front sat with Deb, Andy, Sharon n Shivani n ask them to cover for me while I try to study……though I already study until 4 last night but well I just need more studying k….n since last year, I think I start to break more school rules than ever but it’s not like I skip school or class….just like going out for recess with Andy at 10.05 instead of 10.10 n well the minor stuff……
It’s already September n wow…It’s coming already, SPM…my results were sorta horrid for the trials but well I haven’t failed any yet so lucky me….Actually the other thing that I tend to think about nowadays other than SPM is my friends. Some of them were my schoolmates ever since we were in standard 1..like Debbie. It’s been 11 years in school n looking back at it…it’s kinda weird plus sweet at the same time n also bitter here n there but that’s the school life……Well…I guess when SPM is near we’ll be busy studying n all of us will have less time to bother bout each other but I doubt we can restrain from talking in school……I’m too much of a chatter box to keep quiet so r my friends.
But all in all I’ll miss Jia Rong n Jane the most. I think after changing my best friend list almost every year in primary school…I have left that title aside…It’s bit strange when I hear Jane calling me n Rong her best friends, too much old hurt from the past I guess.It’s not that I don’t appreciate it but I just seem to remember all those scenarios we had in primary school n the way I would argue with the best friend I had n often when u have two best friends...things just dun seem to mix so well. Yup…..even though we’re all seventeen now,these things still happen.The fight just gets more complicated but it’s still the same friend-dun-friend thing.So childish……Of course I had my share too but that was 2 years ago,n everything is cool now.
I was just talking to Jane yesterday bout her future café, ooopppsss….I mean Jane’s Café.It was nice to hear someone having such detailed plans for their dreamed career as a pro chef like her.N it was cool too to listen to Rong when she would tell about her future career in the performing arts which well to major in either or singing or the violin……she’s still having a lot of thoughts about which to chose.She’s afraid she might regret it if she makes the wrong choice…well just leave it be for now……When it’s time for you to know what is the right choice God will let you know…wait…That’s all most of could do just wait.Me????Well……I do want to do psychology,I just feel there’s a calling for me in this field.I like to talk so much n I do enjoy hearing what others will have to say n well some say I can give good advise n some say I have a way of talking that sometimes it’s like as if I read their minds…But I still dunno……well currently just go through SPM n I might live to chose….hahahahahaha
Aiyooo….it’s nearly 12 in the morning n I gotta work tomorrow n Sunday too………Crap…Well…I need to crash on my bed very soon cause I slept at 4 last night……Shesh….why am I feeling feverish???????i really need to rest……Ciao!
N like today during the Hari Koko….as usual all the discipline teachers r walking about making sure no students ponteng n no students r like trying to run off n stuff but what made me sorta pissed is because Pn lim came up to me n she told “Carmen,stop studying here. If you want to study you shouldn’t have come to school.” Wow coming from a discipline teacher wei…….n though I explained to her that I was gonna have a trial examination for my BK (which by the way I dun exactly do very well in) but she said “I dun care…Keep thebook now!Or I’ll just rampas it.”Ok….she looked very pissed.So I had to keep my books….but I still tried to get a few peeks at my book anyway…hahaha…but at the end after 5 to 7 minutes or so I couldn’t take it anymore so I ran to the front sat with Deb, Andy, Sharon n Shivani n ask them to cover for me while I try to study……though I already study until 4 last night but well I just need more studying k….n since last year, I think I start to break more school rules than ever but it’s not like I skip school or class….just like going out for recess with Andy at 10.05 instead of 10.10 n well the minor stuff……
It’s already September n wow…It’s coming already, SPM…my results were sorta horrid for the trials but well I haven’t failed any yet so lucky me….Actually the other thing that I tend to think about nowadays other than SPM is my friends. Some of them were my schoolmates ever since we were in standard 1..like Debbie. It’s been 11 years in school n looking back at it…it’s kinda weird plus sweet at the same time n also bitter here n there but that’s the school life……Well…I guess when SPM is near we’ll be busy studying n all of us will have less time to bother bout each other but I doubt we can restrain from talking in school……I’m too much of a chatter box to keep quiet so r my friends.
But all in all I’ll miss Jia Rong n Jane the most. I think after changing my best friend list almost every year in primary school…I have left that title aside…It’s bit strange when I hear Jane calling me n Rong her best friends, too much old hurt from the past I guess.It’s not that I don’t appreciate it but I just seem to remember all those scenarios we had in primary school n the way I would argue with the best friend I had n often when u have two best friends...things just dun seem to mix so well. Yup…..even though we’re all seventeen now,these things still happen.The fight just gets more complicated but it’s still the same friend-dun-friend thing.So childish……Of course I had my share too but that was 2 years ago,n everything is cool now.
I was just talking to Jane yesterday bout her future café, ooopppsss….I mean Jane’s Café.It was nice to hear someone having such detailed plans for their dreamed career as a pro chef like her.N it was cool too to listen to Rong when she would tell about her future career in the performing arts which well to major in either or singing or the violin……she’s still having a lot of thoughts about which to chose.She’s afraid she might regret it if she makes the wrong choice…well just leave it be for now……When it’s time for you to know what is the right choice God will let you know…wait…That’s all most of could do just wait.Me????Well……I do want to do psychology,I just feel there’s a calling for me in this field.I like to talk so much n I do enjoy hearing what others will have to say n well some say I can give good advise n some say I have a way of talking that sometimes it’s like as if I read their minds…But I still dunno……well currently just go through SPM n I might live to chose….hahahahahaha
Aiyooo….it’s nearly 12 in the morning n I gotta work tomorrow n Sunday too………Crap…Well…I need to crash on my bed very soon cause I slept at 4 last night……Shesh….why am I feeling feverish???????i really need to rest……Ciao!
Sunday, September 2, 2007
hmmm...my blog...oh rite this is my very own blog!ahahahahaha....yea I finally have my own blog.ok why start a blog, you may ask?
let's see....
1) A lot of people told me that they no longer know what on earth is happening in my life
2) I need a medium to express my feelings
3) I just feel like it I guess.....
4) Somebody was bugging me saying "GO AND START A BLOG...."
5) To stay connected to a lot of ppl out there
6) hehe......to get ppl to read about ME!
hahaha....no life rite??Well I usually think that a blog is the best way to tell how you feel and not worrying what other ppl might say.but sometimes a blog the only thing you've got...Some words can't be said face to face and sometimes it could be done through here.
Why wishing well?Because,that name just came to me and yea..I always had this feeling and fantasy of a wishing well being able to grant me my deepest desires and my wishes.There's so much I want out there and I believe everyone does too,yea it's a childish imagination but hey isn't this a sense of motivation??I think it is for me...though you might say grow up and get a life,but I'll keep dreaming and obviously I won't live in that dream of course because I'm craft it with my bare hands.anyway,hmm...let's see how committed I am to update my blog hahahaha!well...anyway here it is my first post on my blog,lame n boring but it's me....
NITE NITE!!!!!
let's see....
1) A lot of people told me that they no longer know what on earth is happening in my life
2) I need a medium to express my feelings
3) I just feel like it I guess.....
4) Somebody was bugging me saying "GO AND START A BLOG...."
5) To stay connected to a lot of ppl out there
6) hehe......to get ppl to read about ME!
hahaha....no life rite??Well I usually think that a blog is the best way to tell how you feel and not worrying what other ppl might say.but sometimes a blog the only thing you've got...Some words can't be said face to face and sometimes it could be done through here.
Why wishing well?Because,that name just came to me and yea..I always had this feeling and fantasy of a wishing well being able to grant me my deepest desires and my wishes.There's so much I want out there and I believe everyone does too,yea it's a childish imagination but hey isn't this a sense of motivation??I think it is for me...though you might say grow up and get a life,but I'll keep dreaming and obviously I won't live in that dream of course because I'm craft it with my bare hands.anyway,hmm...let's see how committed I am to update my blog hahahaha!well...anyway here it is my first post on my blog,lame n boring but it's me....
NITE NITE!!!!!
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