I feel kinda bogged down today. :( I didn't do well, nope.. Feel disppointed with myself. I should have done better. I could have done better. Sigh... I knew I looked depressed. I really tried to pull a smile but there's this stupid voice inside my head going on and on..

"you could have."

"look at you.. what are you doing?"

"don't you feel useless??"

I was on the verge of screaming but somehow or rather, I didn't. It's no big deal but it just made me dread next Thursday even more. I'm starting to tremble..

Went for treasure hunt meeting at 4:30 and I have to admit the meeting got me laughing and I realized how much I missed the student council committee. =) Thanks for putting a smile back on my face guys! Miss all of ya heaps!! :)

When I walked to the station this came to my mind.

You walked with me,

Footprints in the sand,

And helped me understand,

Where I'm going,

You walked with me,

When I was all alone,

With so much unknown,

Along the way,

Then I heard you say,

I promise you,

I'm always there,

When your heart is filled with sorrow,

And despair, I'll carry you

When you need a friend

You'll find my footprints in the sand.