Oh. Welcome 2010. Hmm.. that's fast. *looks back* I made it. :) Yeap. In one piece. Barely.. but I MADE IT. It was bumpy, rocky and tough. I'm amazed I survived. I wouldn't have changed anything. Nope. Guess those tears, heartaches and laughter made it all worth while. Note the irony.. *rolls eyes*

Who put that ugly looking mountain in front of me!? Great. More climbing. sigh...

"Life's a climb, but the view is great."

Climbing is worth while when you know you aren't the only one who is trying to get over that mountain. Thanks for the company. :)


So here I COME.

i want

to

lash

my

a

n

g

e

r

at

you

Someone once told me..

"if you're planning to jump down from the highest building, remember to give me a ring."
"Why? Like as if I'd let you stop me.."
"who says anything bout stopping? I was planning to witness the grand 'splash' with my camera at the ready."

Life is short. Life is precious.

LIVE while you can.

Christmas isn't Christmas,

Till it happens in your heart..

How true. People go around treating it like another tradition, routine or even a holiday. What happened to the heart? Christmas is not hollies or mistletoes, huge big trees with presents or songs that has no real meaning. It's about the birth of Our Saviour. The Saviour. The only HOPE. When we realize this.. we know the real celebration. :)

Blessed Christmas everyone.

May the real and true spirit of Christmas fill your heart. :)

I..

1. I like Radiohead
2. I walk up the stairs two at a time
3. I have witnessed a moshpit
4. I have experienced a moshpit
5. I once caught a fish
6. I have punched/attacked a teacher
7. I have seen someone die
8. I have made fried dough
9. I have been in a New York City taxi
10. My hair is its natural color
11. A movie had made me cry
12. A book has made me cry
13. A song has made me cry
14. I have been saved by a lifeguard
15. I am for the death penalty
16. There have been times when I seriously wished I could kill myself.
17. I know someone else who attempted suicide
18. I don’t show my emotions.
19. I am a pessimist
20. I usually have no self confidence
21. People have told me they trust me
22. There is a TV in this room
23. I am next to a window
24. I have given directions to someone in a car
25. Someone has borrowed something and not given it back yet
26. I’m a perfectionist
27. I usually try not to bring attention to myself
28. My parents want to know what I have for homework
29. We sometimes watch musicals in music class
30. I’m using a mac computer
31. I’m home alone
32. I’m an oldest child
33. I have a belt on
34. It’s studded
35. I have plans for today
36. We’re allowed to chew gum at school
37. I live for summer
38. Sometimes I act like I have OCD
39. I could people-watch all day
40. I’ve tried to be a vegetarian
41. Really skinny people annoy me
42. Lime green is an awesome color
43. I can touch my thumb to my pinkie around my wrist
44. I can know someone’s scent and know they’re near me
45. My parent(s) is a health freak
46. I try to use correct spelling/grammar on the computer
47. I know the difference between its and it’s
48. Dr. Pepper is my favorite soda
49. I can get very annoyed by happy people.
50. I wish my hair was naturally curly
51. I’m sarcastic a lot
52. I’m at least a little bit Irish
53. I don’t tell people’s secrets
54. I don’t like the name Peg
55. I’ve slipped on a banana peel
56. I’m very ticklish
57. I give people the silent treatment when I’m mad instead of fighting
58. I wear my pajama pants to school
59. Swallowing pills is difficult for me
60. I get scared in elevators
61. I’ve been in a car for 7 hours straight
62. I like going on the subway
63. I’ve seen the same movie twice in a row
64. Sometimes I wish I could get plastic surgery
65. I have fallen down the stairs
66. I prefer pools to oceans
67. I have stayed up until 2:00 doing homework the whole time
68. I’ve cried myself to sleep
69. It would almost be worth breaking a leg to use crutches
70. I’ve fainted in public
71. I hate bermuda shorts
72. Big lips are attractive
73. I like milk in my tea
74. I never wear skirts
75. My nails are fake
76. I can swear in different languages
77. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day
78. A stranger has tried to give me money
79. Lipstick is uncomfortable
80. My favorite band broke up
81. I have some friends in my neighborhood
82. I pack my own lunches for school
83. I hate words with too many consonants together
84. I’ve went three days without taking a shower
85. Laptop mouses are impossible
86. I have dropped something today
87. My away message is always up to avoid people
88. I’ve worn earphones/headphones without music to avoid people
89. People have complimented my handwriting
90. I know what aperture and shutter speed are
91. I say like a lot, even though I try not to
92. My pinkies are crooked
93. I have a sibling in college
94. I’ve danced in the rain before
95. I know who wrote Great Expectations
96. I don’t know how to do the laundry
97. I hate doing the dishes
98. I make index cards for school even when they’re not required
99. I love making microwave s’mores
100. I have meditated before

Foie Gras

Sounds so sophisticated and it looks delicious doesn't it? But do you know how this is produced and how inhumane the breeders actually are? Read it. I haven't tried this before and I never will. Yuck!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Foie_gras

Of Rags and Riches (CU Camp '09)

God of the poor

Friend of the weak

Give us compassion we pray

Melt our cold hearts

Let tears fall like rain

Come, change our love

From a spark to a flame

Coming back to camp again was a little different for me. Well. The timetable is different. We started on the same day we cleaned up the entire place. It was extra tiring for us. But it was well worth it. :)





I agree with what Jean said. Camp is like our haven from all the distractions and everything else. No phones, no computers, no TVs, no MP3s and iPods; just purely learning God's word and bonding with fellow girls. :)

Taking on the role as the main group leader was a new challenge to me, but thanks to these 2, I breezed through it. :) Thanks Jean and Jolene for being awesome sub-group leaders. It's funny. We're the only 3 that stays together nearly all the time, the other group leaders don't mingle as much the 3 of us do. Haha.. but it was good getting to know these 2. We really stuck by each other and we made it through the Camp Concert without much problems except for the slight glitch of my supposed absence, but oh well. WE MADE IT! XD

I was trying to sleep..

Jean, Me and Jolene :)

Our group name was Storge. Pronounce as Stor-gehh. As usual, my group always gets the ones that is kinda hard to pronounce. We got nicknames like StorAge, Stor-Gay, Taugeh, Stalking, Storing. ;( Storge is one of the 4 Greek words of love, it means affectionate love. The 2 sub-group names were Rachel (Jolene's) and Sarah (Jean's).

Ain't the tag nice?? :)

Thanks Jean and Jolene for the hard work and effort!

This years' theme centers around social concerns like
Respect (for other people, races, religion),
Racism,
Riches (material wants), and
Relationships and also
LOVE.

My group was awesome. We were terrible as a team on the first day, but we improved as the days passed. Yes. We got the best improvement award. Lol! And between you and me.. every year, my group always gets 'best improvement' without fail, yeap.. I have a thing for starting off terribly and ending it with a BANG. :)

Both sub-groups brainstorming for a paper drum game.

I merely hopped from one group to the other.

I learnt a lot from this camp and I think I got touched in so many different ways. By God, by the workshop leaders, by the camp personnel, by my 2 sub-group leaders and other leaders and by my group. It was a blessing to be at camp again.

I especially like the songs I learnt. Our camp hymn is Beauty For Brokenness. The lyrics was spot on. Our camp chorus was my next favorite, Love the Lord your God. But I have to say my fav song was Father I thank you. :) My voice is still very ‘sexy’ now. When you’re a group leader you tend to develop sore throats, coughs and what not. I sound like a croaking frog now. :P Well.. that’s all for camp. More pictures are on facebook. :)

Plaster of Paris hobby. :) I made a COW! =D

My shoulders were aching after games.

That's Ji'Anne on the left, Jo'Anne in the front and

Jean Anne on the right. Oh and me in purple. :)

These 3 are the 'Ants' (heng sisters).

Jia Anne is missing..

some of the little ones in our group. Yu ling, Enuice, Celine and Jane.

Thank you Lord for bringing me back to camp! =]

I guess Ideal is not the right word. Perfectly imperfect would be the better way to call them.

Happy Birthday Mel! :)

Happy Birthday! :) Hahaha! You can finally open your birthday present now. ;)

May God continue to bless and be with you. Uni is starting again for you and I hope that it will be another memorable milestone for you. It has really been fun getting to know you. Thanks for always lending me a listening ear. :) Hope you'll have a blast today. *Hugz*

Here's to you.

Probably I'm not the first to say it. Probably you would have heard it before. I am older than you but I am truly sadden by this. I can't stop thinking about what you told me. If I were you, I would have broken down so many times. Your stronger than you think and I have to say, this matter is very grave.

Your talented, pretty and really so loveable. You are worth so much more than that. Don't loose hope and never loose heart. I won't lie. It's not easy. It's very hard. Painful? Yes,very. But.. as painful as it is, it will pass. The worst will pass. Believe me. I've had my share and I'm still facing with my own problems. You'll get by just as I did. :)

We can't help asking god why such things would happen because we're only human. And because we're human enough it is why we need to rely on God. I wish I can be there to give you a hug whenever you feel like your being jabbed all over. Don't try to think or understand how it happened or why it ever did happen. Leave that to God. Just remember that whatever it is, He won't ever leave you.

Even when you feel your all alone, remember that we're all in that together too. If ever you need me, just call or sms or even e-mail me. I'll answer straight. Don't face it alone. I know your struggling to smile, struggling to be okay. I see your effort and I see your motives. But remember that you can and should have your human moments. I know that you probably won't get to read this but.. this is really my wish for you.

Hang in there. Dark clouds will pass and the sun has to shine. :) Remember that. :)


Lots of love,
Carmen.

It's good to be home. :)

But.. I miss camp. sigh........ I miss my two right hand women.


CU Camp,
Your warm welcome beckons me,
CU Camp,
So happy and joyful are we..


Updates and pictures are coming up! :)

Unashamed, Starfield ♥

I have not much
To offer You
Not near what You deserve
But still I come
Because Your cross
Has placed in me my worth

Oh, Christ my King
Of sympathy
Whose wounds secure my peace
Your grace extends
To call me friend
Your mercy sets me free

And I know I'm weak
I know I'm unworthy
To call upon Your name
But because of grace
Because of Your mercy
I stand here unashamed

I can't explain This kind of love
I'm humbled and amazed
That You'd come down
From heavens heights
And greet me face to face

Here I am at Your feet
In my brokeness complete

Stranger.

I really wonder. I really marvel at the fact that I can fit in at such a place as this. Not that I am not capable or whatever.. it's just so funny. So different. So very very different. I am me. They are they. There is such a distinct line. I'm sure it's visible.. but no one seems to care. Lucky me?

Hmm.. It's like their stuck on to me. So very often my thoughts and ideas seems to oppose theirs. It's like I'm running on a different frequency. The most obvious difference is the language. I'm on one and them the other. Not that I can't speak theirs nor they mine.. it's just that I feel I can't seem to really connect. More than that, I don't feel intellectually stimulated.

I can go anywhere. With them. On my on. I can do both. Just that.. I don't feel a sense of belonging. Months has gone by, used to the environment? Yes. Used to the food? Pretty much. Used to the people? Kinda. Not really being me. I feel like I had back-slide. Not because I'm arrogant, but because I'm just a stranger I guess.

Strange as it is.. I am just not part of this place. Am I lonely? I can't lie. Though not all the time.. just sometimes. :) Am I unhappy? Can't say that I am either. Hmm.. strange isn't it?

Buzzin'

I always wondered. Why does the saying go, "Busy as a bee?" Why can't it be busy as an ant or beaver or squirrel? Hmmm... Well I don't like bees. I'm afraid of them. I always imagine one flying in my direction with its stinger aiming to pierce through my skin. *shivers*

But be it a bee or an ant or whatever animal it is.. I like being busy. :) It keeps me occupied at least. Though it means I'm being compared to that unfriendly insect. I miss being in MCKL. I miss running around the entire college. I miss all the SC meetings and mostly the workload. I know. I'm really insane. But those things kept alive. It kept me moving. It gave me a rush of all sorts of feelings. Happy and satisfying feelings at least.

I miss it all indeed. :( I miss more than anything.. the people. Well not all.. but most of them. I don't know why, but I felt so alive in the 1.5 years I had there. Now. Hmm.. slow paced and lifeless. No running. No rush. No feeling.

Even with the assingments I had for the past few weeks. Nothing. Absolutely nothing... sigh.... Another 8 sems to go.

Stop.Stare.Wait.

It comes.

Once in a while.

You just need to stop.
When everything

seems to be moving

in all sorts of directions around you,

you just need to stop.

Stay still amongst the busiest crowds.

I stopped. I stopped today.

Motionless.

Stationary.

Still.

I was motionless.

I was unmoved.

One went pass..

and another..
and another..

and another.

I remained as I was.

I stared at the moving images before me..

It felt like I frozed into non-existance.

The clouds pass by me..

taking it's shape into something new.

Dark clouds. I saw them come.

Did turn the sky grey as well?

I was sure rain is coming.
I felt rain had already hit anyway.
So heavy. So heavy.
Then it just stopped. Restrained.

Another came.

Do I go? Do I move?

Reluctantly.

Heart heavy and

mind uptight.

I walked..

Forwards..

Back to reality.

Time to get off that chair.

'Horror-skoop'

The thing about Psychology subjects is..
you don't actually feel mentally stimulated..
you actually fall asleep.
I wonder why?

I blame Johnny for this.
Pun intended.
=p




I spent time with a Libra today.
Libras don't go with Pisces.
I dunno. The 'Horror-skoop' said so..
So what are we doing sitting next to each other?
Irony ke?


Or is it some greater forces of attraction at work ke?
Hmm..tak tahu la.. I wanna sleep.







tick tock tick tock...
the mouse has long gone
I'm still here...... next to you.
Some funky "RAM-DEERRR-WALLL" attraction kut.


"eh.. go makan la."
"can. but I'm pretty broke."
"you watch me eat can?"
"so mean.." *merajuk*

pisces don't go along with libras wad.
it's written in the horror-skoop.



Super-nya.
Ya la.
Me and you.. you and me..
We go against the flow.
Ya man.. No joke.


Wonder why
Wonder how
Why do I feel like I know you Libra?
Maybe I'm not a pisces after all..




Funny.
You seem to know me too
Sekali we're both some funky 'horror-skoop'
But wouldn't it be lovely? :)



talk.sleep.eat.drink.
I like that very much.
Jumpa la lagi. :)



We'll go walk to the places you like,
We'll sit in silence
Look at the sky
And wonder why we ever bothered
if we were pisces or libra.




One PSY 105 class is worth while if I have you Libra. :)
Don't fall off the platform next time I see you..
Balance!

Beauty For Brokenness

I was touched by this song. :) If's there's anything or anyone that can fill a whole, it's definitely JESUS. :)

Beauty for brokenness,
Hope for despair,
Lord, in your suffering world,
This is our prayer,
Bread for the children,
Justice, joy, peace,
Sunrise to sunset,
Your kingdom increase!

"Come, change our love,

From a spark to a flame.."

To sum it ALLLLLLLLLL up..

My week was unusually packed. No..not packed as in busy and tight (ok..fine..it was packed ;p) but more like packed with all sorts of feelings and little things to smile, laugh and cry about.


Monday
Spent it doing my assignment. At the end of the day.. I still couldn't finish it! T_T Oh well, it's due on Friday. :p



Tuesday
Classes from 8 to 6. Hmmm...nothing out of the ordinary here too.



Wednesday
Went for Jennifer's body. Gave myself a real scare watching that. Note to self. DO NOT SAY YES TO ANYMORE HORROR MOVIES! Yeap, rock climbing for me as usual. Except..'someone' ditched again. Hmph. Ended up climbing with 3 other guys. Where are the girls when you need some company? sigh...



Thursday
Hehehehehe! Class ended at 10! We were off for lunch at Tropicana City, then we went to the arcade to play Daytona/Datona/Deitona (whichever it is) and the ice-hockey-puck-looking-thing-on-the-super-slippery-table (what is it called?? @_@ ).

After that, I headed to 1U to meet Mel (the-one-who-ditched-me-yesterday :P). We had a game of pool. I nearly rolled on the floor laughing. ;p Then we went for Time Traveller's Wife. I cried. She didn't. Unsual-nya.

It was my mom's birthday as well. Well, turns out that no one planned anything. So we didn't eat out and guess what? the birthday girl stayed in bed for the rest of night with a really bad migrain while I stayed in front of the PC till 3 plus doing my PDA. Sad case.



Friday
Woke up with my eyes barely open. Went to college, slept at the DSA till 9 and headed straight to work. Finally finished my assignment around 12 plus and ended up waiting for a friend who was still doing it till 2. Didn't have breakfast..I even skipped lunch too. Tiring tiring day indeed.

Reached home round 6. Used the PC for a while and headed for my bed before I collapsed. Then I got a phone call. "get dressed. we're going for dinner.get ready." sigh.. I had to leave my beauty sleep, no no..my much needed sleep for dinner. Well dinner was great actually. Food was awesome and wine was awesome. House of Tangs is really good! :)




THE BEST PART IS THIS:.......


My dad and I are like in good terms again. :) We are talked the entire night and we laughed about things. Yeap, definitely the highlight of my week. :) To sum it all up, we have passed the SILENT WAR. phew......glad that's over. =D

There's a light at the end of the tunnel.

Really? I just can't seem to reach it though. So close yet so far. Or maybe it's been too far to be even close enough. I wonder how far more till I see light. Can I last till then or will I just stop dead in my tracks and STOP?

I wish I could just jump off and dive into the ocean. Sink in and sink deep. Where I could hear nothing, see nothing and say nothing.

Peace. Silence. Stillness.

Praise The Lord! XD

Yeap! Praise The LORD! :)


I applied for the PTPTN loan about a week ago and by Friday the 23rd of Oct I would know if it was approved. So I checked it just now since mom reminded me to do so and BAMM!

It said,

Status Permohonan Pembiayaan Pendidikan PTPTN

No. Permohonan : xxxxxx

Jumlah Pembiayaan Pendidikan Yang Diluluskan : RM 48,000.00

Terima Tawaran atau Tolak Tawaran

I think I couldn't have clicked the 'terima tawaran' any quicker! :P Mom was happy, dad was..er..okay happy. I AM VERY HAPPY! =D My elder bro also got PTPTN, but his was about 24 K. I thought I wouldn't get it, but who knew? Praise the Lord! :)

Well, at least my dad doesn't need to worry bout my fees anymore. Phew~!

Smile Worthy ♥

Fridays... I like Fridays! Not forgetting thursdays and wednesdays too. :) I feel happy today. So happy and giggle-ish. It's like there are no dark clouds hanging above me.. It's another lovely day. No wonder no dark clouds can come creeping on me. :) The Sun is shinning and everything is just lovely and full of song!

It's finally the 23rd. We've been plainning a surprise party for my Aunt Yin Peng and it's tonight!! WHEE!!! She's been stressed out and bogged down lately, hope this will make her smile. =D This planning goes way back to August! Geng right? My relatives from HK are here just for this. Well, my Aunt Yin Peng has done too much for everyone and she loved us so much. It's the least we can do for her.

She dresses me from head to toe since I was a baby. She still does now. Nearly all the clothes I have is bought by her. All my shoes. All my bags. Everything. Even my bed is from her! She has no children of her own but she loved me and my brothers and my cousins like her own. She really has a giving heart and she is the only other Christian in the family. Praise God for that! :) She really represents Dorcas in the Bible. :) I ♥ my aunt!

I can't help smiling today. God gave me every other reason to smile as well. The sky, the weather, everything wonderful and beautiful He carefully placed in my life. Yup. Including the wonderful family and friends He blessed me with. Amen for all that!

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though its breaking

When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadnessA

lthough a tear may be ever so near

Thats the time you must keep on trying

Smile, whats the use of crying?

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile :)

Smile. :)

song song mood

Yes.. I have been on a song song mood for about 2 months. :) Song song mood aka SSM (yea..a fantastic term created by me XD)

I think the first thing I learnt in mass comm class was the reason why a lot of people watch the movies and the dramas and also why actors back in the olden days act. Guess what the answer is???

"Escapism"

Well. Now it's for totally different reasons but yeap, that was the apparent reason last time. Same goes with singers..the better example would be poets. Duh! How can I forget Keats. One whole semester of him was enough to prove how much escape he and I needs. ;p

No matter when I'm happy or sad, angry or frustrated, powerless or hopeless, I find that talking to God helps and one more thing.. Listening to music. The right songs just seems to play. Coincidence? Maybe..maybe not. Maybe God is using the advance technology like my little ipod to tell me things. Or maybe it's haunted la. ;p But I prefer to think it's the first one. :)

For some reason, I'm very swayed by music. It's like it will effect my mood and my emotions for the day. Funny thing to be swayed by right? I'm in a SSM again. Happy or sad? Both.

Assuredly Yours by Planet Shakers is playing now. Guess what? The lyrics fit in so perfectly.. just the very things I need to hear this moment. :)

Are you in a SSM?

Your Song by Harry Connick Jr

I'm not exactly Harry Connick Jr's fan but I like the way he sang this song. :) His arrangement is jazzy yet catchy and lively. Awesome tune. :)

A song to brighten up your day. :)

Stuck in the spider's web..

I begin notice that I'm getting myself tangled in something really far too much for me fully grasps. What the thing about secrets that really kills you? For me, it's the keeping it a SECRET part while trying to pretend there is no secret and trying to be SANE at the same time.

I agree more and more with the phrase, "the more I know, the less I understand." The more is revealed..the more confused I get. There's so much I wish I didn't know but it so happened that everything just came right at me without a warning. It's true when they say you don't need to look for trouble..cause they'll come knocking at your door.

When someone lets you in on their secret.. your actually becoming part of it too. You are as guilty and your condoning on the matter. It's a one way ticket to that spot the moment you set foot on that train. Notice how trains will never back track? Yes, we've past the point of no return. Your trapped and tangled. Just like the feeling of being stuck in a gigantic web.

Anyone would jump into any ocean if they see their loved one drowning in it.. that's just it. You cannot sit and watch. You cannot not help. You cannot pretend that you didn't know and just walk away. You have to and need to jump in.

Bleak? I wish I knew how to answer. I'm falling deeper and deeper and though I see a hand that intends to pull me up, I can't grab it. I can't even allow it to pull me up. Why? Because there's always somethings and someone that you'll need to protect and help. Even if it kills you. Even if it means your going against everything in the world.



Stuck... for good.

PDA

Been doing a lot of thinking lately. Way too much actually. That's what you get for studying Psychology subjects.

You tend to do a lot of thinking, ponder about your life and you even tend to do a lot of soul searching and self-discovery(so Heaney!). Especially in Leadership & Life Skills class. I know I know.. what kinda subject is that right? Too bad. I must take it cause it's a pre-requisite subject.

I have to this assignment called PDA(not public display of affections..ehm ehm..), or known as Personal Development Assignment. Basically, I have to pick an area of my life and well...develope it, improve on it and become a better leader in the process. Sound like some crappy thing right?

That's what I thought at first, but I'm begining to think it's a good channel for me to do some emotional release. :) At least it keeps me sane.

In the Light...

Thy Word is a lamp unto my feet

And a light unto my path...

When I feel afraid

Think I've lost my way

Still You're there right beside me

And nothing will I fear

As long as You are near

Please be near me to the end

Heading to?

That somewhere

Going to?

That direction

Walking to?

That path

Which ever place, direction or path I'm going to.. I know I'm not lost. I can't be lost. How shall I fear of the unknown when I KNOW He's here with me. How shall fear darkness when His LIGHT shines my path for me. How shall I fear the obstacles ahead when I know that He will GUIDE me.

phew~!

Had my first group presentation in class today. *inhale exhale inhale exhale*


My group had present about Asian movies and mind you, it's not simple at all. At first I had lots of ideas for it but somehow, due to many factors and time constrains...those ideas were scrapped.

But it turned out okay. :) At least they laughed at my jokes and laughed when they were watching trailers. I wasn't scared, I never was. But I was afraid it'd be too dull that it'll lull people to sleep! Well thank God! Hahahahahaha!!!!!!

say it with me... "PHEW~!!" X_x

Rachel Chua :)

How shall I even begin? :)






She's well... Rachel. Fun knowing such a lovely sister in Christ. Like many others, she thought me things and made me see new things. A worth while adventure indeed. :) Hahaha... so this goes to you, Boss! Happy 19th Birthday! I know you'll have a blast in Africa.


p/s: Don't kill me for the pictures below.. ;p

Ada gaya bukan?

I think this was in some 'David's' kancil. lol.. XP

I have no idea what she's trying to do..

me and pranav looks scared..haha

basket ball charity game

all the rambut 'buh-terr-baang-ann'

one of my fav pictures of her..
cute leh?

the most natural smile I've seen of her..

she'll probably say this is an ugly picture of her..

too bad..you don't get to pick!

some 'David' took this. ;p

n this is when exams were near..

so 'hung' macam CNY

N-O.. get it?

there's never a dull moment when Rach is with that some 'David'..

he'll kill me if he reads this.. ;p

see what I mean? XD

full of mor-dull-ing potential too

starbucks right after Hammy. I kinda miss it actually.

Now you know what other jobs are available for you.

Chocolate? :)

Regina the marketing kaki,

Rachel the LIB-BRA-RIAN,

Carmen... the awesome!

hahahahaha!

ini the BOSS

so gonna miss my climbing buddy :(

this is Ben. so pro! and it's his second time climbing!

Kah Kiat getting his first taste of climbing :)

The agile Mel on the wall

gaya kan?

this is Alysaa. the real pro..

SURPRISE!

Shock!HAha..well who wouldn't be if they

saw 25 candles on their 19th birthday!?

a lot of breath.. and a lot of saliva too.. :P

Thank you Mel for getting these lovely treats! :)

so farnee...this picture is like we're getting an award or something.

Eh! Mel you left your 25 candles there! haha!

not revealing anything here btw.. XP

say AHH!

the little girl who came all the way

just to sing Happy Birthday. :)

yes..we even cam whore in trains too.. :)

a perfect sunset to end the day too. :)

Happy Birthday Rach! =D

We Love You Rach! :)

Have fun in SA, we'll keep you in prayer. :)